keep CLEAN. throw all RUBBISH here!

2007-01-17T16:51:00.000+08:00

[STEP UP] Last Dance.

2006-10-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

Kelly - Bei Ai De Nu Ren 被爱的女人

2006-10-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

Ai Siao De Yan Jing- Vivian Hsu

2006-10-23T23:38:00.000+08:00

vivian hsu hen hen ai

2006-10-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

Fan Yi Chen - Love Story

where's my present?

2006-09-08T05:11:00.000+08:00

yeah... its my 18th birthday today...
finally my 18th birthday has arrived!
im very very excited bcos i cant imagine what my loved one has planned for me:)
in the end i realise that he didnt plan like my previous 17th birthday dat wonderful...
but in the end we had a wonderful nite.. dat makes it memorable so i didnt grumble about my birthday..
but i had a very nice though not that romantic dinner...
after that we went to este to meet daddy and company...
to my shock,
derrick uncle and kelvin came to celebrate my birthday...
i was really glad and surprised!
gotta thanks my daddy for planning it for me:)
and i also wanna thanks vannessa, xiao..... for singing songs for me and drink with me also lol.. thanks huh...
hahas....

anyway the people that i wanna thank and appreciate the most is my dear, weizhang...
thanks for the accompany and everything..=)
i had a wonderful day today!
=) yam seng!

SPSSCarnival

2006-09-04T16:12:00.000+08:00

what an early sunny morning ive to wake up to go and watch my coral kids playing their carnival... but overall i can say its damn worth i.. because the carnival lasted like from 8am - 3pm... and therefore my training hours in total are 7 hrs man.. cool rite? which is $210 lea.. alot hor! but still......

tired me out!

my chef

2006-09-02T02:51:00.000+08:00

slept for 16 hours...
finally willingly to wake up, my mr peh!
hmmm, went to NTUC to buy ingredients to cook dinner...
what's for dinner?
is SPAGATTi by chef peh...

i got helped out k...
like frying the lemon chicken lol...
the oil is like all over my body lol..
its very hot and pain lol...

but overall, the spagetti is really very nice man..
the nicest ive ever tasted lerr..
better than those in pastamania lol...
ICHIBAN!

end up i volunteered to wash up all the dishes for him...
a sweet simple saturday nite=)

my day today is definitely not wasted!
its memorable=)

sunshineforlife

2006-09-01T04:16:00.000+08:00

i was so excited that i couldnt really sleep well...i woke up like 9.30am but i was very tired but i just couldnt sleep... then after my cousins came and had breakfast with them, ah ma and trisa auntie...went to mac for breakfast again...hahas..everytime is like always mac man... no freshy feeling... never mind.. thats the kids decision...what can i say?
settled down to teach them..asked them to do the assessment exam paper to take it as a practice and given them timing to complete it too..at first i marked shawn's paper.. because he was still doing it so i marked it to myself.. den after deon say he dunno how to do.. and handed in for me to mark.... so i marked it infront of him...after i marked the first 3 questions of MCQ, he was struggling and cried.. grabbed hold of the table tightly and was angry with himself.. at that point of time i was quite worried and scared.. i cried too because by seeing deon like this, that he couldnt take the stress that i given him, i felt heartbroken for him by seeing him like this... i couldnt take it also... i really dunno how to teach him, what is best for him... end up shawn seeing us like that, he cried too...i felt i was leading quite a bad example..but i just couldnt hold onto my tears..i dunno what to do already so i called baobei for help..
woke mummy up to eat BA CHOR MEE..went to fetch baobei from his house..we headed to sentosa from tpy.. didnt manage to borrow car from mummy cos mummy needs the car to go fetch uncle from airport at 10pm today=( we took cab there..

reached sentosa siloso beach..
met the rest just near the sunset bay...
played volleyball and then cong played guitar and the rest surrounded him and listen..
vanessa was there and sing a long too...
she really sings very well..
after that the rest went to play game in the sea.. where baobei and me did not because i come that one and baobei didnt bring towel..
too bad i couldnt share with him because im quite " dirty"

they played the rolling game..
its quite fun watching them play the game... it was quite stupid though...
i went to watched sunset!
how cool if baobei were just beside me...

it was a beautiful sunset..
i even took pictures of the sky that looks like a open stair way to heaven... damn nice!

while they were playing game, baobei were sitting lonely there playing guitar..
i will upload more photos from ester=)
he is so cute!

then after we walked to palawan beach...the rest wanted to go there and bath...
while daddy went to buy cake, and ryan went to fetch vanessa home, we went to sit at the palawan food court and had dinner..me and baobei shared ban mian and dong gua cha...
hahas... hmmm i lost my $10 bucks lol...
after that baobei bring me to walk at the beach...
we went to the famous and nice palawan hut there...
we sat down at the corner, and talked...
suddenly he just asked me why i choose him?
and carry on he said that im still quite childish for him...
i teared because i was sad that he gave me the feeling that he still couldnt accept me for what i am.. but then, i promise i will still keep on changing to the best for you... maybe im really still young now but i will work hard to grow more mature.. just for you.. no matter what, i will try...
hahas....
i was very very very happy that baobei asked him this question:
" YOU WANNA MARRY ME?"
though i know now it's still too far away.. i really hope in future im still the one that he asked this question... and then my ans will be.....
hahas... i shall keep it to myself first=)
this time i wanted him to shoulder carry me instead of piggyback...
because he was very tall, the centre of gravity is very low and hence very difficult to stable.. but we manage to...and we attract lots of attention lol....
den after we went back to the hut again and wait for the cake to arrive=)

finally daddy, ryan and joanne came!
daddy brought TIRAMISU CHEESE CAKE.. it was best man!
it was for mr jerome and miss xiao hua...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

yeah! foam party...
it was quite boring..
just like this sentence....

WASTE TIME!

im so touched!

2006-08-31T03:20:00.000+08:00

early in the afternoon, i went to vivian's auntie salon at tpy to do up my hair..
yeah..finally i manage to change colours like blue.. but because mummy scared that it might turn out to be quite ah lian, so i decided to take up something dark de lol...so my base is BLACK BLUE den my hairlights are BLUE VIOLET..suddenly baobei called me and right after he hung the phone, he appeared infront of me! he was smiling so happily, walked in with the wet uniform.. that afternoon was raining heavily..i was so shocked and surprised! and in deed he make my day that day.. i was so happy that he gave me that surprise and personally came to accompany me=) (thanks)! hmmm... den after i rushed to coral primary after i done up my hair..at the end of the training, angie came forward and handed me a present.. telling me HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY.. i was so touched! this is my first time receiving teachers' day present.. hahas.. where normally i give teacher present but this time i received from my students that i coach!.. the feeling was like... COOL man...

after coaching, i went back to bath and change into casual wear.. met joanne.. we went to esplanade roof there to relax and chit chat lol...and we took some pictures out of boredom..

joanne was so nice today.. cos she dont even know where could take bus to kallang and yet she still wanna try to walk to the bus stop.. end up we went to three bus stop den finally found a bus stop with 197 that goes to kallang.. we walked like from esplanade to smu lol.. imagine how far it was..and i was on high heels lol..when to office and told maynard daddy about this and he laugh at me la..hmmm.. went to este with maynard and ryan..though i know it may be boring but i just wanna spend my night outside and not waste precious time at home=).. baobei didnt joined us today because i think he is too tired and i know coming to este is too boring for him so i didnt like forced him to come lol..but end up este was quite fun though.. cos of the live band today, the RnB music and AH MAY!.. now i know who is the AH MAY that admires Zhi ming.. hahas... Zhi ming must work harder lol... whahahas...took some pictures after i reach home=)

wonderful nite=)

a wonderful experience

2006-08-28T17:43:00.000+08:00

hmm....
imagine being jolin tsai....
singing tian kong, on stage..
giving the best for my fans down there...

woowoo!
what kind of experience man...
whahaha....
its just inaginary but but but.... its an experience that hardly gets...
i was so nervous...
the every start of the sentence i can hear myself very nervous when i sing...
den after, slowly getting use to it....
i was late so ive got sabo to go up on stage first....
i wasnt stable yet and was panting..
and ive improve while on stage=)

but i just dun understand why my mummy dun like my passion...
why she just cant understand me...
whatever i do is so call her "wrong things"...
only studying is correct things...
i felt that she just cant because of her past and scared this and that....
whatever i do she thinks is wrong things..
hai...
only results can convince her....

2006-08-27T13:07:00.000+08:00

Jolin Tsai - Tian Kong

yeah...
im going to sing this song today at HARK CAFE!...
whoohoo!

so talented!

2006-08-26T01:49:00.000+08:00

morning mr peh!
wah.. he really very difficult to wake him up de..
can really vomit de lol...
hmmm.. must threaten him den he can wake up one lol..
always say 5 mins...
den 2 mins..
den after that 1 min...
if i too naggy huh, he will try to avoid and starts to ask questions which will make u feel that he doesnt wan to go lerr lol...
hahas.. he is always like that...
so only threaten him den he will wake up de...
very lazy hor!
but we still manage to reach tpy golf course at about 1 plus...
each played one basket!
at first the way he hit was very funny la...
the ball was like flying everywhere...and some even rolled down...
hahas!
lucky the first few balls that i demonstrated, flew quite high and quite far but still below 75m mark...
slowly when i teach him and he get the hang of it, he manage to hit it high and far...
that point of time, i was very proud to have such a talented boyfriend!
he is in deed talented! =) except for basketball..
cos his problem is hands cannot coordinate with the legs..
the legs are too fast for his hands to react first...
hahas!

preparing to hit the ball lerr..

where has the ball flew to?

and that's ME!

after that we went to eat the $5 BA CHOR MEE...
fetch my ah ma to eat too...
after that fetch her to polar auntie's house at boon keng..
ah ma wanna do up her nails..
and baobei agreed to go too..
so had to follow lol..
while she was doing her nails,
we sat at the sofa,
watching tv...

so sweet rite?
after that we had dinner at suntec with his parents and 2jie at TUK TUK..
at first we thought were KUSHINBU...
hahas... actually it was quite embarrassing because its like we just walk in like nobody business like dat and walk out....

actually was quite a wasted nite because we didnt know where to go...
end up at amk playing billard...with daniel and peili..

simple friday

2006-08-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

met wei zhang in the office..
after that took bus to ps to meet kaihoe's prospect who is a amksian, npcc cadet..
she is like only 17yrs old..
most prob cannot close her de cos she is like still so young for his business..
hmmmm...
settle down at mr bean...
presented the plan to her and then i went to my piano lesson already..
the rest is baobei talked to her de...
after my piano lesson i went to find baobei..
he was driving car.. and it was like......hahas.. dun mention better.. later he will kill me if he reads it..heehee...
then after he played drum...
he is going to end the game soon thats why he
gave this expression..

serious...

dinner at YAKU KAYA TOAST at THE CATHAY..
after that we took 147 back home=)

天空 - 蔡依林

2006-08-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

曲︰衛斯理詞︰衛斯理／小米編︰小安
＊聽著自己的心跳　
沒有規則地跳躍
我安靜地在思考　
並不想被誰打擾
我們曾緊緊擁抱　
卻又輕易地放掉
那種感覺很微妙　
該怎麼說才好

＃時間分割成對角　
停止你對我的好
瓦解我們的依靠
＋在你離開之後的天空　
我像風箏尋一個夢
雨後的天空　
是否有放晴後的面容
我靜靜的望著天空　
試著尋找失落的感動
只能用笑容　
期待著雨過天晴的彩虹

重唱　＊,＃,＋,＋
在你離開之後的天空　
我像風箏尋一個夢
我靜靜地望著天空　
試著尋找失落的感動

monday night

2006-08-21T11:56:00.000+08:00

i went to amkss to coach the sec 1s.. i can say there were potentials ones but there is more to be improved..and i can see from their performance that cheryl tong is fierce but she doesnt bring the main point to the girls..but i always believe that cheryl could bring them far...den after i meet wei zhang.. we had dinner at s-11...i wanted to eat the mini wok but the queue is super long and it is not even moving.. so i told wei zhang to buy mixed rice instead and we shared..he called me to ordered drinks.. in the end, wei zhang came with food and DRINKS too lol.. hahas.. it was quite embarrassing cos its like only the two of us and we are having 4 glasses of drinks lol.. 2 bangdongs and 2 teh o peng :) so we quickly finished one glass first..it was very filling man.. almost bloated lol..
later, i followed him to bishan to watch him play soccer..they only have so few people today..the malays wantd to play a game with them..they think they super good like dat..they like making fun of wei zhang they all lol..it makes me very bu shuang... i really hates the blacks man.. hahas.. and we won with the score of 3-2.. hmmm now they cannot be arrogant lerr ba.. idiots lol... finally they left and the rest went to play on court.. because sann's team were short of 1 player, and since im in sports attire, i volunteer to play for them.. at first they looked down on me lol.. but seriously i dunno how to kick a soccer ball..i dunno how to control that soccer ball with my legs.. cos normally i control a ball with my hands and not my legs..so, i looked quite clumsy at first but i manage to stop and tackle the ball and SCORED 3 GOALS! which made me the TOP SCORER of the day! haha.. the last goal is a penalty kick that i took..and wei zhang is my defending goalkeeper..he says that i sure wont go in.. but.. hahas... i shot such a nice goal! OLE OLE OLE OLE OLE...OLE...OLE... i was very happy=)
but i strain my tigh cos i used too much strength to kick that ball and i didnt stretch at first..i really enjoyed my day today though i wasnt feeling well..
but overall i was super happy cos today my dear weizhang is mr niceguy today.. he is super gentle to me.. hahas..on the way home.. there were some conflicts..and again he leaves the decision to me.. so what if i tell him that i really and only wanted to be with him..will u trust what i say as in will u take it as i mean it? after all those words that u say to me at the carpark there, im really very touched by what've u said.. you've change a lot..
you've become more understanding , concern and ' give and take'..there's no need to say sorry... whenevr there is a problem in relationship it is both parties's responsibilities to handle it..
i felt that our bond has grown stronger and stronger.. where it makes me couldnt leave u anymore..
i believe we could go far..
a wonderful and memorable night=)

it is really u?

2006-08-20T02:22:00.000+08:00

no matter what i dun wanna want to know the truth..

你那麼愛他

2006-08-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

should i be a selfish person? or should i still persue..

" ni na meh ai ta"
this song's lyrics really helps me to make my thinking and my decision..
but izzit the correct one?

你那麼愛他 - 林隆璇／李聖傑
曲︰林隆璇詞︰林隆璇編︰洪敬堯
＊林：直到愛消失你才懂得
去珍惜身邊每個　美好風景
只是他早已離去
＃李：直到你想通他早已經
不再對你留戀　最後的你
開始了一段掙扎
＋林：你那麼愛他　
為什麼不把他留下
為什麼不說心裡話
你深愛他　
這是每個人都知道啊
％李：你那麼愛他　
為什麼不把他留下
是不是你有深愛的兩個他
所以你不想再讓自己無法自拔
重唱　＊,＃,＋,％
林：你那麼愛他　
為什麼不把他留下
為什麼不說心裡話
你深愛他
合︰這是每個人都知道啊
李：你那麼愛他　
為什麼不把他留下
合︰是不是你有深愛的兩個他
李：所以你不想再讓自己
合︰無法自拔

dbl O

2006-08-16T00:44:00.000+08:00

yeah..
its my first time entering dbl o today and somemore its ladies night..
everything is free=)
at first we were afraid that the bouncer will check us..
but in the end when the bouncer saw joanne's face, she totally didnt even check and give us the chop to enter.. then i felt so much more relieved..
yeah! so happy that i could enter safely man..
so i know next time to call who to go clubbling ler...
den after wei zhang and nick came...
den we played game and drank alot lol...
joanne even intro me a drink which is the pineapple shot..
wah...
that want was really HIGH man...
hahas...
den after we went to dance..
it was cool man..
truefully..
me and joanne was quite high but not drunk definitely..
whahahahassss=)
damn tired!

BAD DAY

2006-08-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

i couldn concentrate on what i do today...
my mood wasnt correct..
i still cant get over what had happen last nite..
what i had said last nite...
whatever i do today wasnt successful at all..
i had a effcom test...
i wasnt concentrating on what teacher is saying...
during lunch time,
it was so concidence that LONG JOHN SILVEr was playing the song ( LOVE JUST AINT ENOUGH)
this is a song i used to send to him and asked him to listen...
and i couldnt control my emotion...
den after i had cads test...
everything was cock up again la...
i couldnt stand it anymore...
krystle and frens were like asking me am i ohkay?
i felt like telling them my problem..
dat actually im super not ohkay...
i didnt even get to sleep well last nite...
this morning my eyes were super red!
what i say izzit the correct thing i should say?
during trg at tp, everything went wrong..
my performance level was 0..
u know how bad was a 0 given by coach...
hai...
dunno what to do...
im really a jinx..
dats my life!..
felt so terrible now...
who can console me?
its just a day, i cant stand not msging him or calling him..
but i had to endure cos i cant pester him anymore...
i shouldn be thinking of him anymore...
hmmmm...
but actually whatever i say was meant in my heart..
but i cant be selfish too...
hai..

FRAnCE fireworks!

2006-08-12T05:12:00.000+08:00

ohkay...
continue!
woke up at like 5.30pm...
den after wash up and went to wei zhang's company's house warming...
after that went to fetch weiliang at town..
went to watch fireworks!
its the nicest of all!
i watched it in my mum's car at the bridge there... it was so cool la..
the nicest fireworks of all! espacially i love the ending...

after that we went to sing PARTY WORLD!
it was cool! had lots of FUN=)

MSN conversation

2006-08-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u noe i dun like u to always hang out wif guys rite?
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
rmb wat u told mi b4 u go poly? u say u will go noe more gal frenx...
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
ya indeed u hav a few more gal frenx...
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but so? u tell mi la..everydae hw often u call them or see them...
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
can i sae tat u call or contact guys even more?
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
n see hw u behave when u go out wif my frenx
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
wats the diff between u n whitney tat time/
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
its nt i jealous or wat leh
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
is jus tat i dun like tis kind of gals...i rather hav a average looking n noe hw to behave herself as my gf
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
its nt i dun let u go clubbing or wat leh...at ur age i oso understand u sure will wan to try all tis fun de...cause i
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
hav been thru it
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but if u go wif ur click of gals i
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i'm ok n more relieved
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but u always go wif guys...
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
do wat oso must find guys
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u noe hw i feel anot
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
if u dunno try imagin me onli having gal frenx...
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
n whenever u nt free to go out i call them to go out
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
go clubbin go wif them
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u try understand all tis loh
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u noe recently i trying my best to be back wif u...cause i noe u realli care for mi alot..n i'm touched
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but its like i realli still cant accept ur behaviour loh
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
always some guys sae u pretty u will happy until can fly...its like u nt mature enuf loh...
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i dunno u here anot
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but i realli feel v sad nw till i wanna cry
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
everytime sae u love mi...but did ur behavior prove to mi?
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
maybe i'm petty i cant accept all tis...but try go ahead n find other guys who can accept a gf who enjoys letting other ppl woo when herself saes she still love another guy
i wanna be the first 10 says:
from today onwards i will not pester u anymore
i wanna be the first 10 says:
theres really too much misunderstanding in you in me
u have too much dis satisfaction in mei wanna be the first 10 says:

[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
y u call it misunderstanding?
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u nv try to explain urself
i wanna be the first 10 says:
never mind lerr
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but always trying to prove to mi alot of guys tink tat u r sweet n cute all tis
i wanna be the first 10 says:
to me is of no use
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i dun need a gf who's pretty...
i wanna be the first 10 says:
no use anymore
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i need someone who noes wat she wans
i wanna be the first 10 says:
since i cant give u happiness for so long of what i did to u is wrong
i wanna be the first 10 says:
den
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i realise now dat im really selfish to hold u back so long
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
is nt wat u did to mi is wrong...i realli can feel hw much effort u put in towards mi
i wanna be the first 10 says:
its ohkay
i wanna be the first 10 says:
dun have to feel it lerr
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
n i nv fail to accept ur sincerity...i feel touched everytime...
i wanna be the first 10 says:
u will get hurt more
i wanna be the first 10 says:
im really not a good girlfren to u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
think u can find a better one
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i wun find le
i wanna be the first 10 says:
lets really stop here den
i wanna be the first 10 says:
dun wanna see u get hurt and sad
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i will try my very best to console myself
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i will try my best to take it
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i'm telling u all tis is nt i wan u to noe hw hurt i feel...but i wan u to noe i wan to continue wif u...but i cant accept all tis nonsense
i wanna be the first 10 says:
but if sometimes i msg u can just ignore
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
cause even now i can be back wif u but u continue to behave lidat i sure will quarrel wif u de
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
which i dun wan
i wanna be the first 10 says:
cos ive use to it
i wanna be the first 10 says:
so sorry to end like dat
i wanna be the first 10 says:
sorry to do those nonsense things which i didnt even realise that im hurting u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
sorry
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
haix u sae until lida i noe watever i sae nw is useless
i wanna be the first 10 says:
go and rest early ba
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i wanna rest lerr
i wanna be the first 10 says:
enjoy your trip tmr okie
i wanna be the first 10 says:
have fun!
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i offline first
i wanna be the first 10 says:
bye bye
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
wait
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i realli dunno y u become lidat
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but i jus wanna tell u if i dun care for u or hav any feelings for u i wun feel so upset nw
i wanna be the first 10 says:
dun feel upset pls
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i will feel more guilty
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
if u realli spare a tot for mi frm the 1st time i unhapy u should hav known y i feel tat way n wun did it again le
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but its like u fail to understand tis
i wanna be the first 10 says:
its like i did
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but i can onli sae since i noe i dun like u to always hang out wif guys i will set an example...where nw i dun even contact other gals tat often as last time le
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
cause i noe u will mind
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
or i shall sae i respect u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
in poly i really only hang out with my classmates only
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
if u hang out wif those guys tat hav no motive i'm ok...like kaihoe they all
i wanna be the first 10 says:
den after i only wanna hang out with u
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but sometimes is like u noe tat guy has interest in u n u purposely still keep contact wif him
i wanna be the first 10 says:
sometimes hanging out with sebas
i wanna be the first 10 says:
but sebas knows i still like u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
he knows everything about me
i wanna be the first 10 says:
and i really find him my good fren
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
so? even in front of mi u can tok to him for very long
i wanna be the first 10 says:
its like he knows i still like u and only u
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u treat mi as transparent ah
i wanna be the first 10 says:
and he still hangs out with me
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
or u wan to prove to mi wat
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u call tis understand mi?
i wanna be the first 10 says:
u mean i cant even talk to my fren?
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
even gal calls mi when u around i oso will hang up after wat she wans to said
i wanna be the first 10 says:
or i say a fren?
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
cause i dun wan u to keep in suspend
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but u fail to understand tis
i wanna be the first 10 says:
but i also dun even chat for hours
i wanna be the first 10 says:
its just less than 5 mins
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u dare to sae 5 mins onli? everytime?
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
n always luff n luff...
i wanna be the first 10 says:
when u are around or when im with my friends
i wanna be the first 10 says:
just now i didnt even listen his call
i wanna be the first 10 says:
before dinner
i wanna be the first 10 says:
never mind
i wanna be the first 10 says:
the more i say the u will compare with me and the more weakness i have
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i can say its really great to know u
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u tink ur strength i cant see
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i noe wats gd abt u but onli i din tell u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
dun have to tell me my strength
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i cant sae i dun hav weakness too
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but is jus tis problem always lie around

[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
abt ur circle of frenx....
i wanna be the first 10 says:
since the problem can never be solved
i wanna be the first 10 says:
its really no point of me still pestering
i wanna be the first 10 says:
trying hard to get this relationship back
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
is nt tis problem cant be solve
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
is urself u wan to solve it anot
i wanna be the first 10 says:
since the problem is me, den i just leave your sight and the problem is solved
i wanna be the first 10 says:
cos thr problem is so long already
i wanna be the first 10 says:
and theres nothing i have solved
i wanna be the first 10 says:
it means to you that it cant be solved
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u hav solved alot of things le
i wanna be the first 10 says:
so the only thing is to throw away the problem
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
n u noe i feel v happy tat u change for mi
i wanna be the first 10 says:
throw away the problem
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but if u tink u prefer nw tis kind of life then i will feel happy for u too la
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
at least u hav alot of guy frenx u can tok to de
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but i can tell u tis problem will arise again when u hav other bf next time
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
cause no human beings can stand his/her partner having more opp sex frenx
i wanna be the first 10 says:
think im really a jinx
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
jus like if all my frenx r female n though u noe its impossible for mi to be wif them u will still feel upset de
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i really cant have a wonderful relationship
i wanna be the first 10 says:
in the end it still sank
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i think im really a jinx
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
no...u choose to giv up the 1st 2 r/s
i wanna be the first 10 says:
the generation of the family line
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
its nt u r being ditch
i wanna be the first 10 says:
never a true love where i think i really have found
i wanna be the first 10 says:
anyway
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but i do found my true love ah
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
tats u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
pls stop
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
jus tat we dun make it happen...
i wanna be the first 10 says:
if not i cant bear to leave u
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u noe...if a r/s is always smooth sailing..it siwll sure sink one dae afterall
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i always believe if my r/s nv been thru rain n storm..it will nv last
i wanna be the first 10 says:
pls let go of me
i wanna be the first 10 says:
im a jinx
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i cant give true love
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u nv bring any bad luck to mi y sae u r a jinx
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u can...if u noe hw to be more sensitive to ur partner
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i cant maintain true r/s
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u noe i'm a guy who cant stand gals loves to hang out wif guys more than her own click de...n if u can do tis i dun tink we hav a problem at all
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
all while when we r separate i'm been observing u...
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
its like y i keep holding back myself to be back wif u...cause i still see the same old u...guys n guys n guys...if u dun believe u scroll ur msg in ur hp..see more often is guys or gals msg u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
so now u dun have to observe anymore
i wanna be the first 10 says:
dun have to tired yourself
i wanna be the first 10 says:
now u dun have to worry anymore
i wanna be the first 10 says:
so the problem is finally solved
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
so nw u tryin to tell mi is u wan to giv up the r/s ?
i wanna be the first 10 says:
not giving up
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
can...u should noe watever u do i'm fine...
i wanna be the first 10 says:
but i just wan to solve the problem
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
n if u tink lidat can solve the problem i realli hate myself
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
cause i fail to change u frm the dae u wif mi
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u r still childish n immature
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
do i ever jus let the problem flow n dun solve it...or do i jus quarrel wif u for nth
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
no rite?? i always will tok to u abt our problem
i wanna be the first 10 says:
in the first place i didnt even see the chance or hope u give
i wanna be the first 10 says:
u dun even solve my problem
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
though i dun solve but i dun push the problem away
i wanna be the first 10 says:
do u noe u always scold me for my problem
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u get it? but u r doin so
i wanna be the first 10 says:
and u end up leaving myself to solve that problem
i wanna be the first 10 says:
and slowly i carry more and more problems
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
if u dun learn hw r u goin to grow?
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
maybe u dunno hw to solve..but u must learn rite
i wanna be the first 10 says:
cant u takke step by step and solve together?
i wanna be the first 10 says:
no u are not
i wanna be the first 10 says:
u are just leaving all the problems to myself to do it
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
is nt cant..but is u like to push away the problem
i wanna be the first 10 says:
which when i cant solve u still keep putting more
i wanna be the first 10 says:
just wanted me to solve everything u created
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
tis problem is nt in between us tat both we dun like
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
but is ur way of noeing guys i dun like ma...hw can i solve for u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
slowly when i dun solved it
i wanna be the first 10 says:
u will point out my problems
i wanna be the first 10 says:
see
i wanna be the first 10 says:
just like now
i wanna be the first 10 says:
u see all problems already?
i wanna be the first 10 says:
do u think its created by u?
i wanna be the first 10 says:
or izzit really my character?
i wanna be the first 10 says:
or izzit my fortune? my life?

[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
haix,,,since both of us cant see wat which other wans i tink u forget mi suan le la...u cant even do wat i feel unhappy abt u tink hw much love can i giv u back in return
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i oso dun wish to sae u everydae...cause i noe it hurts u...n even hurt mi more...but jus tat everytime we meet tis problem will automatically come to my eyes n ears de
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
either i see it or i hear it
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i can see u start to hate me already
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i feel so tired
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i nv hate u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
hmmm ohkay
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
if i can tok to u nw i dun call myself hating u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i think i can really end it already
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
n if i dun feel anythin for u 2dae who u wanna be i wun even care
i wanna be the first 10 says:
so from today i dun exist anymore
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i will miss you and your family..
i wanna be the first 10 says:
good luck in whatever things u do
i wanna be the first 10 says:
dun worry
i wanna be the first 10 says:
it will not affect us when work
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i think i better stop here
i wanna be the first 10 says:
if continue somemore i will be too late
i wanna be the first 10 says:
sorry to hold u so long
i wanna be the first 10 says:
go and sleep ba
i wanna be the first 10 says:
must really take care in batam k?
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i can onli sae i'mt givin up..i will still try to accept u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
good nite!
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
if u choose to giv up nw there's nth i can do le
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i offline lerr k?
i wanna be the first 10 says:
faster go sleep ba
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u jus dun regret wat u did can le
i wanna be the first 10 says:
u must be tired lerr
i wanna be the first 10 says:
however i can say
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i wont regret
i wanna be the first 10 says:
when i could solve your problem
i wanna be the first 10 says:
thats it
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
wat do u mean u solve my problem
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
even u dun be wif mi i still wun like ur behaviour
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i can tell u i wun even be ur fren
i wanna be the first 10 says:
ya
i wanna be the first 10 says:
we shouldn even be frens
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u call tis solve my problem?
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i never say i wanna be your fren
i wanna be the first 10 says:
if again theres still fren?
i wanna be the first 10 says:
like that i would be able to forget u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
when i dun forget u
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i will pester u again
i wanna be the first 10 says:
which will bring u unhappiness
i wanna be the first 10 says:
worryness
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i nv sae i dislike ur pester
i wanna be the first 10 says:
sadness
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
i enjoy ur accompany u noe
i wanna be the first 10 says:
troubled
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
jus the way u cant let mi feel comfort
i wanna be the first 10 says:
im super lost already
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i really dunno what im saying anymore
i wanna be the first 10 says:
what im doing anymore
i wanna be the first 10 says:
what my goals are anymore
i wanna be the first 10 says:
what i wan in future anymore
i wanna be the first 10 says:
im sorry
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i really have to offline
i wanna be the first 10 says:
i need to find a place to hide myself first
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
cause u hav nt mature enuf to understand...but i believe time will pass n u definitiely will learn to noe more than others de
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
u r realli a smart gal
i wanna be the first 10 says:
u think we have a age gap?
[D] .o.[L].p.[H].i.[N] says:
nt age gap...is the conflicts in our tinking
i wanna be the first 10 says:
since u know this is the problem why didnt u try to stop it?
i wanna be the first 10 says:
hmmm its ohkay
i wanna be the first 10 says:
............................

my first time ton!

2006-08-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

early morning vivien called me..
den went to a meeting at kallang...
after that went to st nicks to watch both AMK c and b played friendly against st nicks...
hmm b is not so strong this year already where as c has became stronger but they got be better.. hard work trained by CHERYL TONg!.. well done!
after that went to DOLPHIN to look for wei zhang...
planned to wait for him till like 7.15pm..
den after go watched fireworks with my 2 cousins...
but in the end he was still playing so i decided to go off first cos my cousins are waiting for me at home...
so i asked him again if he is keen in going for the fireworks.. still he asked me to go off first..so..
i have to asked somebody to go with me rite? cos its like so crowded and i cant be able to take care of them both..
so i remembered sebas was free so i intended to call him.. but when i told wei zhang he was angry la..
what to do? hmmm end up i take care of them both still...
so.. but alrite la.. luckily they still quite obedient... but was quite sad couldnt catch the fireworks with him.. and still he is angry of me..
den after AZMI msg me. cos he say like long time never see me lerr... asked me to go DXO and he is on the house...
so i was thinking why nort rite? like enterance and beer everything free...
but still, when i asked wei zhang to go, he was extremely angry now...
hmmm since he dun like me to go those kind of place den i dun go lol...
after bringing them for dinner at KFC, i brought them to ARCADE..
each person $5... so i spent $12 total..
met up with kaihoe, sent my 2 cousins home
kai hoe, shawn , deon

smile shawn

stand properly!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aiyo deon, why u squad there?

hahas! shawn act handsome...

nice pose there!

DEON AND ME=)

and this is SHAWN AND ME=)

and went to meet wei zhang, sann, andy and kim siong at far east shopping centre, below the billard place... played number ball... oh man! i lose again and the lose the most... i lost like $14 bucks lol.. hai... super no mood la.. swear to quit unless im super accurate lol... den after they wanted to go cineleisure to watch movie, CLICK!.. i wasnt interested at first cos i left like $5 bucks only la.. and i wanted to take night rider at that point of time.. but still i was drag there and forced to watch too... conclusion, it was super nice man.. for the starting it was damn funnie la... but in the end it was super touching, super sad lol... but i cried for nothing cos in the end he didnt die la.. its like a dream.. its like what our secondary teacher say that NEVER WRITE A DREAMING ESSAY... its a straight away failure man... hahas.. but overall i can say it was still nice... the time was like 6am in the morning... because have to do the loan thing in the morning like 9am later so i didnt go home... me, wei zhang and kai hoe went to slack near the TCC loan there at KILLINEY ROAD at somerset..

i was super TIRED man.. i just cant take it la.. hahs.. but it was quite fun cos its my first time tonning outside excluding the 30hr maraton... and my first time has given to wei zhang! cool ba! oops! slowly all of them reached and were ready for the loan thingy... den after while they were doing the loan thingy, i fell asleep on the sofa... IN A SUPER WEIRD POSITION where my head looks like it almost dropping out...( thats what weiliang said ) hahas... i can imagine that... after the loan, went for breakfast at centerpoint... den went home to take a rest! wei zhang tag along too=)

TO BE CONTINUED!.....

COURTESY our way of life

2006-08-10T19:44:00.000+08:00

early in the morning...
feeling so stressed up and nervious....
i prepared a 15 mins speech for the WRTORAL and end up finding its only a 5 mins presentation for each person...
oh no.. of cos i get more stressed up man...
but everyone looks cool! because we were all in formals...
and today its the first time wei zhang fetch me to school! =)
i felt so happy...
during the presentation i was cocked up la..
the weird thing is i wast nervious at all when i got up the stage looking at my classmates..
i was alrite! slowly i feel more comfortable...
den after im going to present again next week because of my visuals is too blurr and lost...
so i will be presenting again next week...
this time ive got a B.. hope next week i could get an A ...
the only one who has a A in the class....
but i believe jarvis will impress the teacher too next week..
his's my challange!!!!

happy 41th birthday

2006-08-09T05:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!....
wootz.. its national day today...
stayed at home... doing project lol.. so sian rite? hai...
mummy and uncle went to kallang riverside there to watch fireworks man.. and they wanted me tto tag along but i dun wan.. its like so weird! dunno why? but i also have watched before lerr.. so just dun like the crowd lol...
watched tv to catch if the camera man manage to film wei zhang... hahas! but end up no...
too bad!...
hahas....
went AMK to eat supper instead after his parade..
so chiao met aaron, ronald and his girlfren at s-11...
so we joined them lol...
wanted to play billard but funland was closed! so we went to his wulu pub to play billard which is super cheap la...
yesh! and there is lots of aunties and uncles singing..
theres a karaoke here too...
the songs that they sing is like dunno how many centuries de lol...
dun even ring a bell to me la..
but there's a auntie super hip man..
she can sing well and dance damn well man.... superb rite?=)
because of the super big rain,
walked back to s-11 to have a drink and chit-chat...
get stressed up again for chating about office stuff...
hai... hahas..
why wei zhang always get so stressed up man...
hmmm i wonder why?
how should i helped him?
i wonder too...

COMPLICATED!

your warmth hand

2006-08-08T05:40:00.000+08:00

after so long..

since you held my hand tight..
i felt your warmth hand while u held my hand..
i didnt want to release but i felt it wasnt rite..

with your warmth hands,
i could feel happiness...

but when can i get that again?

ESTE club

2006-08-08T05:39:00.000+08:00

its NATIONAL DAY EVE today..
everyone was dressed like so redish man.. cool...
went to school to rush HCDE project...
after that went to office to meet sann...
yeah... lets welcome new team member, SANN TENG DEXUAN..
i believe he can be the next jerome...
after that rush to esplanade to watch fireworks with sann and wei zhang..
perfect moments=)
one year ago memories flashed through me...
i wasnt really concentrated on the beautiful fireworks, instead, i saw the memories flashing on the sky..
so wonderful...

after that met gary and gang at marina square.. before that we were suck at the centre of the shopping mall.. watching some kids running about aound the tamiya tracks...after that we noticed a super short and fat cute little boy where they gave him a nick call "xiao pang"...
he is really damn cute la... he like having difficulty in running and jumping...when he jumps he really needs to bend very very low.. den push off! super cute la! then theres a ramp where many kids jump over it...can see that they were having fun..then this "xiao pang" very selfish.. he laid himself on the ramp so that no one coudld jump over.. and end up there a jam at the ramp there.. kids were waiting for him to move away so that they could jump over.. then the maid came to move "xiao pang" away but she seems that she has difficulty lol... so funnie la..
its just like a second gary man... oh no..
then "xiao pang" also went around and smack people who is around him lol...
so naughty.. but overall CUTE!..
its dinner time...
went to eat at BURGER KING...
before that i was standing outside cos there wasnt seats inside... it was super crowded la... and just that few mins.. i saw so many friends la.. like.. HI!
hmmm waited at the taxi stand for RYAN's CAR to come.. and my friends were super excited and super positive... hmmm thats a good sign man... which means they will be positive to our company.. thats sooner or later..

went este with JACK LOO, RYAN and JONNANE..
after two of jonnane's friends came to meet her and joined us..
then one of her friends damn touchy la..
which is the older one...28 years old...
plump and lower average looking...
but he looks quite innocent face den turn of to be so touchy..
i dun like her friend... but the other one was better and more things to chat with..
his name is sebastian.. 22years old...
now serving ns.. police force...
he is a national bowler.. cool rite? but he is quite short man.. about my height only... oops! but truefully for a guy to have this height is abit too short man...
ohkay never mind.. i dun care...
JACK was so high ytr and couldnt drive me back.. so i have to take cab back... den i went to fetch weiz zhang from his house.. cos he was afraid he couldnt wake up tmr morning for his NDP..hmmm good luck for tmr yeah! JIA YOU! i will be watching you on tv=) must smile yeah
whahahaha....ssssssssssssss

another deal closed!

2006-08-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

make appointment with sann...
i presented the plan and wei zhang helped me in closing..
and finally, we closed a GOLD!....
and from the way sann asked those qns... and eventually he had started to plan how to call and build his organisation already.. which i can see the potential in him to be the next better wen cong..dats like wonderful=)..
but of cos must mould him into a better person with confidence and cockness la...
thats another challenge!
GO! GO! GO!

so sick..pressure!

2006-08-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

when im sick,
i think of you

when im sick,
i need you the most

when im sick,
i missed you very much

when im sick,
i wished to see you right away

when im sick,
i need you shoulder to lean on

and im talking about is just YOU! and YOu only...

feeling giddy and headache this morning...
but still, dragged myself to office..
then listened kaihoe presented his plan..
i felt was quite blurr..
after that had luch with daddy..
he told me he wans to see me in office at least 5 times a week or minimun, 3 times a week...
he wanna train ME to become better than anyone else.. wanna see changes in me for the next one month.. i do felt the stress but i know its for the better and not for the worst... so im excited to look forward to it...
and he also have other people in mind to train personally..
like wei zhang, tim and wen cong.. but wen cong will be more attached to ryan for product wise.. where i will be attached to both trainer.. thats why the stress come.. cos i have to learn both things where others only has one to concentrate on.. though its a challenge to me.. but like what wei zhang said.. i still have to know which one is my piority.. which is i have to study hard and done up my project..
but i do hope u could give me your support here... your support is really important to me.. even just giving me a few words of comfort or advice, i will be happy enough and from there den i can work hard... and i hope its not like when i feel stress and pressured, when looking for u it become more negative for me because the way u express it its like sometimes too harsh for me to take it.. but... hmmm never mind! i know u have your own stress and pressures too..
take it easy and FIRE UP!..
take care=)

happy bday angie=)

2006-08-05T03:42:00.000+08:00

yeah.its angie birthday today...
meeting some of the poly friends for outing... we went to watch xuejing's performances.. she was damn cute la... because when she blow her french horn, her cheeks were like bloated and she looks damn cute..
after that we went to cineleisure, i bought tics for the movie( yeah, im watching pirates of the carribean 2 today with wei zhang, finally lol) after that went to heeren... yeah. i met a new friend today.. his name is call COW! whahaha... unque ba... its angie's secondary school friend.. working at new urban mail... so wan kian wanted to buy flops at NUM...
eventually i was thinking of getting a flops and a shirt for U too.. but its too ex to buy like both at the same time.. the flop cos about $70 a pair and the sleeveless jersey cost $58.. but its nice la... like which country do u like? ( SPAIN? ENGLAND? ITALY? GERMANY? BRAZIL?) tell me k?
after that we went to party world to sing.. it was damn fun man... everyone actually sing and the atmosphere was there.. everyone wasnt really very shy and i can see the bonding is there already..GOOD!
im so happy..they eventually praised me that i could actually sing very well..=0.. so happy=)wootz! den we met jarvis and rush to esplanade to watch FIREWORKS... by ITALY.. because esplanade got too many people.. so we ended up @ marina square there watched.. its nice too anyway..=) hope to watch with u! den i met wei zhang at marina square and the rest of them went to eat sakae supper buffet.. enjoy guys! me and wei zhang spend the remainding time before the movie at marina square's arcade...he played the police game..hahas..damn funnie..
cos he had to like move to hide..he like dunno where to hide..oh man..
i took pictures=)after that we bought breads and water..so budget man! no choice!
that day total, i spent $70 bucks lol..

Pirates Of The Carribean- Dead End
hmmm its damn nice la... and theres many shocking scenes inbetween...
im so sorry to have ask wei zhang to come and accompany me to watch the movie.. cos when i turn around, i saw him sleeping la.. den i wake him up... i felt so bad man..after the show we waited for the 10 mins credits to end.. den the finale is about to show already... we were told before hand to watch la... so we were excited to see whats the finale..oh man.. i felt so cheated la.. whahaha.. dammit.. it show the dog lol... wah... cannot stand it... at that point of time wanna beat chan meng lol... cos wei zhang say he is the one who told us must watch the ending... its damn worth it.. wah...hahas..
took mid night cab home!
i had a nice sleep tonite=) cos...
he said in the phone, sound nice and sweet! ( zhao dian shui lol, ming tian wor zai da ge ni)
i was very happy.. serious!

national day preview!

2006-07-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

it was damn nice la... especially the fireworks... oh man! it will remain in my mind forever... i brought my cousin, deon to watch the preview.. cos i only have two tics from wei zhang...eventually i wanted to bring both my cousins..den i bringing ah ma go de.. after that ended up deon went... ohkay... it was quite fun after all... eventually singapore was really small.. and i really manage to see wei zhang preparing outside the stadium while i was queueing.. he was like yawning all the way la.. we were like shouting for him but he cant hear us.. why? because he still in lala land lol.. i will explain why lala land later.. its damn funnie la... finally we manage to squeeze into the stadium for seats that are in the middle of the south entrance there... at first was damn hot man... me and my cousin was perspiring like hell man... but i can say singaporeans are really supporting... many were dressed in red... and they will really participate in the kallang wave , the shouting and the clapping of the two long thingy.. i dunno whats that called...but we do have fun thought... when the parade starts.. this is where the lala land comes in... i know where wei zhang will be running in already.. and should know wheres his position.. so me and my cousin was like started to eye on him.. and we did saw him... he was running in and suddenly he nearly tripped over the flooring..oh man.. he was damn cute la.. so funnie man.. den he started to look on the floor when he runs.. whahaha... hmmm but after all, he did well with the others... this years one was damn nice la... they eventually formed a 2006.. oh man.. super nice... i will upload all the pictures i took...

so go to my LINK and take a look=)

after that i bring my cousin to eat dinner at nydc... oh the way, sebas called me and we meet up in town.. he joined us for dinner... den we bring deon to play arcade.... they played the HOUSE OF DEAD... i see them play im damn scared la... sitting inbetween them.. looking at them playing.. end up i kept shouting cos i was damn scared la... it was so embarrassing lol.. whahahas!!!!

a busy day!

2006-07-28T03:41:00.000+08:00

woke up ard 2pm.. quickly prepare and met up with LEK HAN at kallang mrt station.. oh no! as usual, i was late la... after that we went to macs to have our lunch!... ah ha! presented plan to him... he was interested but i he dont have the money to invest.. but because of his personality and situation, i insist that he should take up this challange to change himself.. and yesh! he's willing to try and i hope that i could really help him to change to a better life then slacking everyday from 12pm to 2am doing nothing.. HIS IS A CHALLANGE FOR MYSELF TOO. to change a person with such a low self- esteem person to a more confidence person and better communication with his friends!... now i noe why he doesn click well with his ITE friends!

yeah! i finally get to sign up for the LIVE MUSIC WORKSHOP.. but i paid $80 myself lol... anyway its ohkay... its my interest ma.. COOl.. i can learn how to sing better...heehee...

met my primary school friends at CHOMP CHOMP @10.30pm... ate dinner there, celebrating WEILIN'S 18th birthday.. after dinner dishes, we had the cake.. and everyone was like using their spoon to scoop their pieces of cakes... it was my first time eating a cake like this man.. where normal people will usually cut the cake into slices for people to eat but here, everyone was digging the cake! whahahaha....

den went back home everyone and met at my house with RASPBERRY VOLKA.. we played the 99 GAME at first.. den XUELI kept losing... so weilin helped her to shuffle and deal the cards.. ahha.. its really damn evil la.. cos xueli was like saying who ever deals the card will sure lose one and then this time is weilin!... hahas.. and weilin give up in dealing also.. so wei chia deals it.. slowly all of us felt bored olreadi.. cos the card wasnt going lively.. so i decided to change game to the dice game... it was difinitely more fun man...and more interesting and scary.. plus now who ever lose will have to bottom's up! oh man.. now everyone start to feel frighten olreadi...
but it was fun after all!
sorry weilin couldnt plan out a better celebration cos of BUDGET... hope u dun mind and have enjoyed the day !
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!

btw mummy went BANGKOK with uncle.. coming back only on tuesday.. and the house is like mine now! and im so scared! cos now its like that month... hai!

GREAT PROMOTION

2006-07-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

i was very attracted by the vision of the company... i really motivates me and i want means i want to be the top 10 in SUNSHINE FOR LIFE.. i want to be in the magazine.. to earn my first million dollar within 10 years...! yesh! i can do it.. provided i must use the time to improve on myself..
WELL DONE weizhang.. here's a small note for you!
hmmm ive really seen u more in the office..
helping all of us in your organisation to really work together.. building the team spirit..
building good relationship with new prospect.. and cares for people that are really down...
im definitely happy to see your seriousness in this industry and hope to succeed with you in future so that we can enjoy our own lives.
of cos im happy to have u as my up-upline bcos ive learn a lot from u especially for communication.. so now with such wonderful promotions and vision in SUNSHINE FOR LIFE.. we should be compressed and fly forwards our goal now..
YESH we can do it rite?

good nite! enjoy your ladies nite tonite.. we will be celebrating weilin's birthday on friday nite.. maybe going for ktv pub or clubbing... see if u wanna join us cos i need you to help me in explaining the plan to xueli, weilin's bf and yong sheng for follow-up.. since xueli has done mlm before and she is quite negative now..im afraid she might da taji to me and i might get stuck!.. but if u not free its ohkay..

2006-07-23T02:15:00.000+08:00

Kanye West Feat. Jamie Foxx - Gold Digger

hot stuff for ya!=)

a new way of sleeping is found!

2006-07-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

ohkay! today's trg was super fun=) especially our warm up.. we played something like SNAKE AND LADDER.. it was damn fun la.. hmmm my team has the magician, PEARLINE, captain of the team, DAWN and ME! hahas... ann YES! we are the first team to finish the game.. den the most poor thing one is LIXIANG'S team.. they did most of the runs and ball work..

today's is weizhang's mother's bday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE..
im still cracking my head what to get for her? any ideas? hmmm...
and i found out a new way of sleeping from weizhang's cousin, ah boy! hahas..
it was damn funnie la...

ahhas.. look! and that wei zhang go and ke jiao him that gave him a shock! and suddenly he just did the shocking action... which was damn funnie la.. omg! hahas.. everyone on the table started laughing out laugh man! ( he's damn CUTE la )

and the difference between a "BEGGER" sleeping.. oops! hahas
begger as in the way he use to sleep la.. not meaning that he is...

see.. sleeping on the CARDBOARd!
like weizhang like ah boy.. no wonder they are cousins.. why? cos any position also can fall asleep..

Heels!

2006-07-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

silvery shiny heels..

flowery booty

nice fashion shoes

orange

2006-07-21T13:40:00.000+08:00

finally WRTORAL project is done.. what a relieved man.. phew! hmm now worrying about HCDE project.. where i need to sktech alot of drawings about our flower shop ( fiore della vita )... i was damn tired already.. my eyes were like closing any time at any where at any positions..whenever i closed my eyes, straight away i dozed off...im really tired man..

anas.. what cha doin?

the group that always take photos only..

and is orange of cos!

take a look at what ive done for you=)

its like painted in the sky rite? damn nice lol..

a different background

because of my scars! all i need now is bread! no matter for BREAKFAST, LUNCH , DINNER AND SUPPER, all i eat was BREAD! take a look at how big my bread is...

maybe it looks small to u.. now look at this..

big ba.. hahas.. and thats my dinner for today

nike vs u-19

2006-07-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

im very excited about today's match because i wanna show that ive improved no matter how long it takes.. and i wanna be a national player in times to go.. and yes! i played the main line up.. the game was running very fast.. i couldn pace up with them.. michelle, my defender scratched my face and levaing two scars on my face.. oh no! i was disfigured! how! den i was knocked and leaving ulcer at my bottom right side of my lip there..it was damn pain la.. especially my face..im scared to show "U" because "U" might find that ive turned ugly.. which i dun wan... but that day i only played one quarter.. i was quite angry that des put me out of court.. just because she has no confidence in me.. i was really angry that she didnt give me a chance to perform myself where the first quarter i left such a lousy performance for kate to see.. it was realy embarrassing.. i was disappointed in myself.. hmmm maybe what vivien says about nike players in true...hmm what can i do?aftr that we went for a zoomies dinner @ the lao pa sa.. it was an enjoyable dinner.. hope to have more of this gathering in future..=) go zoomies!

stupid computer!

2006-07-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

i was so engrossed in finishing my project..i was about to finish.. left like 2 topics only.. i was so happy lol.. dat was about 10.40... so i went to the kitchen to take a drink and look at how my mum how has she been playing her dinner dash game.. so far she was still stuck at that particular level for like 5 to 6 times.. so i helped her out and complete that level.. so i happily went back to finish up and project.. and i realise the whole computer turns black.. i thought it was just stand by.. so i tried moving the mouse.. i realise it was still black.. oh no.. then i found out that my computer automatically shut off.. FREAK! all my effort was wasted la.. i was so pissed off.. i almost give up.. im reallly damn pissed off at that time.. den i think of my other members of the team so i decide to redo and finish up again..i end up finishing my project @ 4.40am... i left like only 2 hrs of sleep lol.. dammit!

Most Exciting Game Of All

2006-07-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

Nike Vs Llabten.. its a 830pm @kallang.. its a game where we have to be more patients and we have to win, of cos..the line up was- GK- serene, GD- desiree, WD- vivien, C- huiling, WA- ME, GA- jane, Gs- the injured jodene.. oh no.. xiao xuan will be late man.. den we only have like exact 7 players.. its gonna be very tiring today.. jia min couldnt make it today cos i think its because of her knees.. hmmm no choice..

The first quad:
we were down by about three goals or more.. defenders wasnt really warmed-up and the llabten shooters were accurate also..jane and jodene did some good runs and shooting.. but lack of patients while shooting..

The second quad:
same things happen.. shootings wasnt quite ready yet..
defence was still okay..
their far shots were damn accurate!
we were dowwn by 9 goals!!!!!

The Third quad:
kim was here.. sudden change of COMBIs.. GK: serene, GD: desiree, WD: xiao xuan, C: vivien, WA: me, GA: huiling, GS: jane
this was the perfect combination.because at the start of the first few minutes, we manage to pull the score near two to three goals.. den after that they start to panick and lose all the balls themselves.. that day our star player was HUILING! her shot were wonderful and her runs! everything was perfect.. and its my first time being called for warnings for my contacts! i did not did it intentionally i swear man...

The finale:
finally, all of us played really well espacially the defenders..
and we manage to fight back and keep the score and the final whistle goes.. we won! we were up by two...

it was the most exciting match of all man!and i think individual zoomies has inproved lots and the team has been more united and understand each others play already..
looking forward to wed's match.. where i wanna prove to kate that i can improve no matter how long..

promotions!

2006-07-16T16:19:00.000+08:00

hey guys! annoucement for this sunday annoucement 1.
1. the new opening of the office plus buffet will be on next week..probably mon or next mon where all the things and decorations are up.
2. the new promotion that only last for 15 days. For product lovers or business builders, any investment suite or any sizes of bed will get ONE SINGLE FREE.
3. the first two who clinches any one deals will get to go for the next overseas trip free.

i wanna be the first girl to clinches a deal in sunshine for life and of cos if i can hit the first two of cos better la. hmmm wei zhang must jia you wor! hope to go the next trip with you. so must continue to look for product lovers or buisness builder yeah! hahas=) jia you jia you...

hahas.. my mum cooks dinner and of cos with many many kinds of dishes. i always love mum's cook cos have varieties of dishes. and all are my favouritez. i really hope one day i could perform magic and be able to cook any kinds of delicious dishes for my family and of cos for my love one in future when i become housewife la.. duh! hahas..

what a long journey!

2006-07-15T17:21:00.000+08:00

i eventually took bus74 to singapore poly.. damn long la.. i remembered i took the bus at 4.15 and i reach dover mrt at 5.10pm.. its like an hour journey lol..lucky i have my ipod with me lol, butstill, the journey is so boring la.. and listening to those emo song, all my mind starts thinking about him again.. it really hurts me but what can i do..why do i get so emo now a days.. m i starting to grow already? or matures? hmm maybe i have already stepped a few steps more than many people, into the real cooporate world and serious relationship which is planned till your future.. its really many things to think ahead which i dun like..cos from young i dun like to handle stress and problems..but ive learn that humans are created to solve problems and so i took up the challenges to be brave to speak up and trying to solve all the problems with my love
one, family and friends. then slowly ive reach SP.. i was late but i knew it that there will be people that will be later then me and sure they haven started their warm-up! and there goes a BINGO! theres only desiree, vivien, pearlin, lixiang, xiao xuan and me! today our warm-up were tiring but FUn! we ran ard the cones with the numbers of 1,2,3 and 4.. of cos we hoped that pearlin would call 4 more often cos 4 is just standing still and shoot from wherever positions u like.. which is not tiring at all la.. where 1,2,3 must keep running from cones to the next cones.. den rested for awhile, lixiang introduced a "game" , involves cones too..we goes in partners..one will uses two hands to drop the cones and the other partner will need to use two hands to pick up the cones.. and bcos lixiang dont wanna partner pearlin, end up vivien and lixiang cos they both very runnies, des and xiao xuan, me and pearlin.. omg! let me tell u that i regret partnering pearlin man! she's a magician la.. she's damn fast man.. at first when i start to push down the cones, she picked it up so fast and left only 6 cones where others would left like 7-8 cones..den when it comes to me picking up the cones, oh man! its horrible lol.. i left like 12 cones la.. oh man! she's damn fast ! den they change it to be more challenging where u can use one hand to push down and two hands to pick up two cones.. LET ME TELL U GUYS MY ENDING! AT THE 20 SECS ALL THE CONES WERE DOWN LA.. WHEN I TURNED ARD I SAW ALL THE CONES WERE DOWN MAN.. I SCREAMED AND I WAS LIKE SHOCKED! oh man... poor thing! in the end i give up.. hahas..basically we didnt really trained hard today.. just doing some drills and half court while drizzling..so cool! den i went to my MAMA's house to bath and took bus 7 to bugis to eat steamboat again.. this time we went to the first shop, called " chuan yi pin" we ordered ma la again and yusheng.. the ma la looks damn spicy and i was like so scared man.. but it wasnt as spicy as the first time we ate at the last stall there..though it was more expensive but it was cleaner, the meat was more fresh fom the fridge and free flow of drinks. definitely the lime juice is nicer than the last stall one.. hahs.. den we went home and took my bag.. hurriedly rushed down and waited and prayed for the last bus to come cos before that we missed one bus already..i was so happy when i saw the bus 74 coming and was about to searched my bag for my ez-link card..then i realised that both my wallet and my ez-link was previously in vivien's bag lol.. oh man! hahas... no choice have to say BYE BYE to the bus and went back to vivien's house to take my stuff and called ah gong to come and fetched me after his work..meanwhile i clarified problems again with him.. and i really hope that he would understand what i really mean and definitely i will take his words into considerations. most importantly is NO REGRETS.. ya..thats all for today.. damn tired and restless! but still sorry again for what ive done.. seriously i have my reasons and not really to make you angry de.. just that i dunno how to put it to words.. hope u understand.. enjoy working tmr.. dun overwork.. if ya still wanna watch movie im fine.. just give me a buzz.. i'll be in the office..

15-07-06

2006-07-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

no comments for today..

purple gays

2006-07-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

today is purple day! so gay! hahas...

im wearing purple ohkay!

short mary gold..

2006-07-13T13:23:00.000+08:00

ohkay.. now we are deciding what to eat later... so i suggested that we should go Short Mary Gold, oop of Long John Silver.. lame ba..ive learned this from someone else.. the first time he told me in the car, i was like huh? just like when i told my classmates, they were like HUH? hahas.. in the end only left me , angie , gilda , mark , anas and joshua..hahas..

its always the same group of people hanging around for lunch after school.. so we took 293 cos just to send gary to St' Hildas for his NCDCC and alight at interchange.. we walked to century square to eat LJS..

yummy yummy rite?
then after long john , we went to this small little cake shop recommended by gilda..

the name of the shop.

cheesy cake.. 2 for $1.80

oh no.. i cant bear to eat it man..

damn nice la.. can buy for ya loves ones!

kit cha!

world's biggest kit kat

2006-07-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

look at this! oh man..
its really damn big la..
look at the real facts!

SUPERMAN returns

2006-07-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

waking up and looking at the clock! * yawn
its still so early man.. but feeling excited because im going to watch movie with wei zhang later.. started to dream about having dinner at his cafe , looking at how he work and waiting for him.. after that can go watch movie together at THE CATHAY @ 10.30pm... we were watching SUPERMAN returns!but because he finishes at 10, so in the end i went to shop ard in the cathay while waiting for him to reach..it took us 2hrs and 30 mins for the show.. it was damn draggy lol.. but still alrite la.. not that bad la...

den we watched the WORLD CUP FINALS!
ITALY vs FRANCE..
it was such a pity that france lost one penalty goal ... oh man! such a pity lol... what a heartbroken match for ZIDANE..
such a tiring nite!...
but a wonderful nite spent too=)

what an experience!

2006-07-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

such a tiring trg today.. went for a run from the netball centre to the indoor stadium and did 10 stairs..den ran back to the netball centre. in the midist of running back, both my legs really have no strengths to even jog slowly.. this is my first time i felt so tired.. and some more this is not even a spoke.. this is just a short route only.. omg! i cant imagine myself running 10 spokes man! besides the juniors trg, only five zommies turn up and jocelyn.. ( desiree, serene, me, vivien n huiling ) after trg, i went to bath.. den me n vivien take 12 to bugis to meet up with sebas and we went to eat MA LA HUO GUO.. its me and vivien's first time trying out ma la huo guo... oh man! everywhere was so crowded lol...so we went to the back left corner of the restaurant.. we had chicken soup and the other side is ma la huo guo..we only ordered XIAO LA.. omg! damn spicy la.. vivien's lips was like damn red man.. hahas mine and sebas too! all of us were like drinking the lime juice, sucking the ice cubes and perspiring all over the body.. =)
really damn spicy! TRY IT!

look at the right side one..

bestie!

2006-07-06T15:16:00.000+08:00

the best western, FISH N CHIPS is sold at the JUPITER CAFE for only $3.50.. cheap rite? its really very cheap lol..=)

the four of us eating the same..

during bsom lecture we were too bored and here's krystle idea again to play bingo..

grey day!
but some of them do not have grey tops so wear white instead!

the perfect sunset :)

2006-07-05T16:32:00.000+08:00

aiya! i woke up late again for BSOM! i think the timing is too early lol.. hmmm but lucky the lecturer is so kind! hahas! this is my second time come so late lol.. if it is the irritating wrtoral tutor huh, i tell u now sure kanna a warning letter already! damn shit lol.. we do the connecting of circuits again!

actually the main topic for today is the perfect sunset that i took! damn nice la! i manage to take picture=)

nice rite? damn cool ba! limited ed pic=)

Germany VS Italy

2006-07-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

7/04/2006 03:00:00 AM (09:59:00)
Germany riding a wave

HAMBURG, Germany -- On the eve of Tuesday's World Cup semifinal, as buoyant Germans hang Deutschland flags by the thousands on their cars, bodies and apartment terraces, it's instructive to note that only four months ago, most Germans were deriding coach Jürgen Klinsmann as a New Age-y California kook.

Italy demolished Germany 4-1 on March 1 in Florence, scoring twice in the first six minutes, and suddenly the SoCal-based Klinsi's newfangled methods -- including motivational speeches by mountain-climbers and the use of American physical trainers -- were pilloried as the desperate attempts of a rookie coach in over his head.

Germany's Miroslav Klose has
been dominating the scoring
charts with a Cup-high five goals.
Simon Bruty/SI
Posted by Grant Wahl

No longer. With the quarterfinal eliminations of Brazil and
Argentina, Germany is now, remarkably, the team to beat in
this World Cup. And when Germany and Italy meet again on
Tuesday in the lion's den of Dortmund -- where the Germans
are 13-0-1 in 71 years of national-team games -- the Azzurri
will be a heavy underdog.

The main reason is simple: Germany is nowhere near the clueless bunch that played in Florence four months ago. A once-porous central defense has toughened up since allowing two goals to (gasp) Costa Rica in its World Cup opener, and Miroslav Klose has emerged yet again as a lethal finisher (five goals in five games) who's well on his way to winning the Golden Boot. Nor does it hurt to have a rock-solid goalie in Jens Lehmann, who could come up big again if he's needed in a penalty-kick shootout. (If he had crib notes for the tendencies of the Argentine penalty-takers, you can be sure he will for the Italians, too.)

While Germany has had a tougher path in the knockout rounds, eliminating Sweden and Argentina, the Italians have had it easy, dispatching Australia and Ukraine. Not that the Azzurri have been playing poorly. The 3-0 Ukraine win marked the return to form of forwards Luca Toni (two goals) and Francesco Totti (90 minutes!), who could both unsettle the German back line.

It's almost certain that Italian centerback Alessandro Nesta will be out yet again with a groin injury, but at least Italy will have Marco Materazzi back as his replacement after he missed the Ukraine game due to suspension. The Azzurri have allowed only one goal in the World Cup -- a fluky own-goal against the U.S. -- and the primary reason has been the sterling performance of Fabio Cannavaro, for my money the best defender of the tournament.

(This gives me an excellent chance to tell my best Cannavaro story. During the 1998 World Cup, Cannavaro did Sports Illustated a big favor by giving the cell number of then-club-teammate Lilian Thuram to SI contributor Gabriele Marcotti. Thuram was a stud during the last week of World Cup '98, and thanks to Cannavaro, Marcotti was able to get Thuram on the horn for us. When we asked Cannavaro what he'd like as a token of thanks, he said he'd always wanted ... a John Starks New York Knicks jersey. And so, two weeks later, I boxed up a Starks jersey and sent it to Parma. Remind me to ask him if he ever still wears it.)

Add up all the things in the Germans' favor -- the crowd, their surging confidence, Lehmann's form, Klose's nose for the goal -- and it should be enough for the win. Prediction: Germany 1, Italy 0.

What's your take? Can Italy be the first team ever to knock off Germany in Dortmund?

shhuu umpires!

2006-07-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

planning for our 2hrs of lunch again
we always like to loiter around, slack around then someone will finally decide where to eat
if not we will always wait for one another.
so the whole class went to CENTURY SQUARE and eat at the food court.
anas, daryl and joshua went to the halal food court to eat whereas the rest went to the level 3 food court.
surprisingly, all eat korean food! except gilda who eats japanese food!
hahs! jarvis is trying to fit his face into the picture but too bad! =)

i really find our class people damn funnie and lame la. after lunch rite, liyana suggested to play the TITITI X9999999, TUTUTUTU X999999, DIU! the whole process of the game was damn funnie la.. especially anas! cannot stand him. he damn cute la! cos first tititi is you point yourself ma, den he goes titititi by pointing the people beside him. the action was really funnie! i couldn express it in words to make it sound funnie. another funnie one is jarvis! cos he is well-known for being slow rite? so whenever someone diu him, den he must think for like 3s to start tititi. and we always foul him..hahas! we were like saying those who kanna 3 times will get punished! so exciting man!

we were sitting like this!

angie was the first one to kanna the punishment. and hers was simple one! just giving daryl a pat on his back and say daryl bro i love u! just like bro n sista!

den is jarvis! he was force to dance! eh! i forgot what song already! but jarvis was very sporting.. he really dance and it was quite enjoying la..but the damn thing is i was actually videoing and i was so stupid la. i thought i start recording already but eventually i didnt at all lol.. shit man! what a waste! never mind jarvis, there's always chance to take again.. hahas!

after that is the clumsy anas! actually he sabo himself one lol..hahas! he was forced to dance too with the music DUN CHA wish that your girlfren was hot like me!..this time i really video it down and it was very funnie! hahas! anas was like twirling and shaking man! if u interested in watching the video can cum find me=)

next victim! our gilda! she had to whin in different pitches! everyone was laughing and slowly falling off their chairs man..

lastly is the TP HARDGAY! hahas! mark had to act like the hard gay from youtube one in japan! he's like keep shaking his balls la... and '' hey, say say say" what he always say!

played a game against 21s today!
i think we could win the match today one.. and partially was the umpires fault man!
how can division 1 has this kind of umpires man! dun even noe how to umpire can even pass his level 1.. freak la! super angry with him lol.. lucky we are kind and have sportwomen ship! if not he will get scolded like shit if it is wei qi or dawn or the sneakers players man!

and congrats me! gerald had joined my organisation=) yeah! my first deal! CLINCHED..

my mind was full of u

2006-07-03T14:17:00.000+08:00

Poem Title: the person i miss

he's more than a person
he's more then a guy
he's the person i've looked to
when i felt to cry.
how i miss that sweet laughter
how i miss those sweet times
how i miss his face next to mine
right here in this picture inside
how i miss his arms around me
telling how much he'd cared
whispering in my ear
he'd always be there
now i've grown, and i miss him
even though i don't know who
who i am inside
but thats another story that won't be told at this time
for that person that i have him inside
which i miss dearly, every minute that goes by
he's someo everybody has
but some more than mine
he's the one i want to see
before i die
hug him real tight even if i cry
tell him that i love him
and show how much i care
miss deeply even if he hasnt been there

smoking ban starting from 1st july. YESH

2006-06-30T18:47:00.000+08:00

Time is GMT + 8 hoursPosted: 29 June 2006 2013 hrs

Smoking ban starts on July 1 at food outlets By Amanda Mun, Channel NewsAsia
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SINGAPORE : Hawker centres, coffeeshops, cafes and fast-food outlets will be smoke free starting July 1. The new regulation bans smoking within indoor refreshment areas (IRA) of all food outlets. However, shop owners are allowed to designate 20 percent of their outdoor refreshment area as a smoking corner, subject to the National Environment Agency's (NEA) approval. Hawker centres without an outdoor refreshment area can set aside up to 10 percent of their seating capacity indoors as a smoking corner. In order to protect patrons from second-hand smoke, the NEA has reminded smokers to light up only at designated smoking corners. Operators are also required to display "No Smoking" signs prominently in their premises, so as to avoid confusion among patrons. NEA says so far, 49 hawker centres have decided to go smoke-free. Members of the public can contact the NEA of any smoking offences at 1800-225-5362 or via email at contact_NEA@nea.gov.sg. - CNA /ls

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Hawker centres, coffeeshops, cafes and fast-food outlets will be smoke free starting July 1.
The new regulation bans smoking within indoor refreshment areas (IRA) of all food outlets.
However, shop owners are allowed to designate 20 percent of their outdoor refreshment area as a smoking corner, subject to the National Environment Agency's (NEA) approval.
Hawker centres without an outdoor refreshment area can set aside up to 10 percent of their seating capacity indoors as a smoking corner.
In order to protect patrons from second-hand smoke, the NEA has reminded smokers to light up only at designated smoking corners.

shopping day=)

2006-06-30T18:06:00.000+08:00

yeah! finally i get to shop again but without much money in my pocket though. meet vivien and jodene in town today. went heeren - scotts- pan pacific- far east-wisma- taka. these are the places we went la. around 6pm, jodene left us because she has to go back home to tutor her sister. so helpful of her. hahas=)

vivien was complaining hungry so i brought her to try pepper lunch at taka basement.

we ordered beef set and shared!

surprisingly and so fated!!!!! vivien met her long lost primary school, who has been waiting and looking for her for 7 years! so funny la. i kept disturbing her cos i dunno why she is trying to hide from him! perhaps vivien is too shy to say hi! then she felt her hand phone vibrate!
she purposely say she doesnt wanna see her hand phone cos she is afraid. she knew is her long lost pri school friend who msg her.. hahas.. damn funnie la! see vivien! dont bully me next time hor! cos i will always have chance to bully u back just like today! so fun=) oops! heehee=)

after that we quickly left. vivien didnt even dare to peek at him. we actually were planning to go take bus and go for my piano lesson. den after when we pass by forever 21 shop, we were too attracted by the models that are wearing the beautiful clothes. oh man! i have so many clothes that i wanted to try but i try to stop myself cos i dun have much money already. but i still spend $150 on one top, one jumper and one short! den we went far east again! ah ha! i bought such a CUTE pair of shoe! it is orange in colour. its like a school shoe with heels. so interesting rite=) only for $19.90! ahha! the shopping time spent on my piano lesson and office meeting! oops! i was a bad ger! but shopping was my life man! heehee=)

went to mr bean to had dinner with kai hoe near the office building that one. we ate spagatti and their servings was like for a giant person to consume it lol..lucky we only ordered one plate to share! and we ordered hot chocoloate. it comes with foam and strips of fudge floating on top. and kai hoe was like asking me to do something stupid so that he can take picture of me!

looking at myself!

went to meet krystle, angie and mark at kovan prata shop, oop trisa auntie's house. There were too many people that many of them have to stand and watch! that include us la..after the second half we manage to get the side table but cant really see clearly on the screen..so sad that the day my plasma was bought, the day my plasma already spoiled! what a good quality tv man.. people say cheap stuff is like that one! if not i can invited them to come my house and watch and had fun man=) but it was good la cos very exciting! and GERMANY drew with ARGENTINA and during the penalty shoot out GERMANY WON! the penalty was the most exciting part of the game man! cool!

yellow yellow dirty fellow!

2006-06-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

damn alarm clock again.. argh i hate every thursday morning.. cos the very first lesson is the WRTORAL.. and i will always keep taking note of the time because the irritating teacher is damn strict la. she exactly 9.15 mark attendance and whoever comes in at 9.16 and later is considered late! what man! but before that, really F* the indian guys in tp or anywhere! its my first time im so freaky angry lol.. i took the lift from level 1 to level 5.. there were two indians behind me.. i was trying to stand away from them..at first this indian guy standing right behind me one was trying to squeeze his hands to the front of his pocket. den after that i feel that he was trying to touch my butt. dammit! i was quite pissed off already.. den after the other indian on my left was doing the same thing la..trying to touch my butt and pretend to hook his thumb and resting his whole hand at the front pocket there.. i was really pissed off! immediately i tried to move forward and turned my head and stared at them.. seeing the smiles on their faces i feel like slapping them but i cant cos both of my hands are fully loaded with stuffs like shoe bag and my hand phone pouch! dammit! i swear i will not take lift with the blacks anymore! really F*! argh...

Today's HCDE quiz, i shared the notes with xue jing cos i didnt bring..before that we were discussing that each of us take half the notes then after we share our ans.. we were planning to do half of the quiz and share the other which we thought is faster.. but when the quiz starts, we realised that all our questions, even angie's one also different.. oh no..we started to panic already.. with all the wild guesses, guess how much i got man! hahas=) ive got 84 OUT OF 100 which is the highest in the class and a tie with gary too.. hahas.. i was so shocked man!den we went to the childcare just beside TP! we actually went to see mdm boey's son.. he was so excited when he saw this big group of us! and the children inside there are so cute! they were having some kind of party where they need to sell.. and this small little kid was shouting his way out like ( 1 for $1) he is so cute la..and i took lots of pictures=) had fun though!

so cute rite?
the cashier

he knows im taking a picture of him..he is smiling at the camera!

auntie , your cup corn!

tada! mdm boey's son. damn cute la!
yeah! my plasma '42' inches tv is here in my living room when i stepped in.. It was that big that it attracted me when i stepped into the house! its so damn nice man! hahas.. i was thinking tmr will be nice to watch soccer with such a big plasma tv! COOL!

hey kids! im back

2006-06-29T09:20:00.000+08:00

first trg for CORAL PRIMARY SCHOOL after such a long break!
its was so many people again! it was quite difficult to train such a big group and i requested for a shrink in the size of the team.. so i can concentrate more on the primary 4s for the next year's tournament! and i should start planning the schedules for them already! i will try and make it fun, at the same time i will make it tough and hope that they can learn fast and proceed on into the more secondary players style as in introducing systems and stuff!

go COACH GRALA! =)

so interesting=)

2006-06-27T15:45:00.000+08:00

today only attend HCDE lesson from 3-5pm.. wonderful man! we learn something new today in the lab which is REVIT BUILDING... chim rite? it is where u can draw and create your own building..so cool rite? whahaha! today only learn how to create walls of bricks! and adding colour and reveals. its really damn cool la.. imagine just by creating the walls we took 2hrs to do it man..but it is really very difficult to use! very chimilogy man.. interesting things is that we have to create the buildings of both internal and external of the building..cool again rite? hahas! let me show u some examples that i will learn how to draw in the next few lessons=)..

i hope i could create something like this too!

i dunno why?

2006-06-26T18:36:00.000+08:00

after hearing about wei zhang's past of he and iris.. i dunno why i felt uncomfortable.. suddenly i just felt that im sort of jealous of her.. because she could make him fall deeply in love with her. because of her, he even did those so call stupid stuff just because of her. i was emotionally hurt. i feel weird too cos i dunno why i feel so jealous of her and my heart sours, tears was coming out! oh man..i really cant imagine that..so i quickly went to the living room.. let the shock dripped off and went back to the room with a sad face. cos i was quite dissappointed with myself.. but i noe i shouldnt compare but maybe now i dun feel secure yet cos we were a break off couple.

what a surprise!

2006-06-26T17:05:00.000+08:00

back to school from a two weeks holidaes. And immmediately early in the morning, xue jing msg me to bring the CADS lecture notes. Saying that there is cads test! oh man! i didnt noe anything about the cad test lol..but i was so relaxed! in the end only group 1 people take the test. while group 2 people will take the test on wed afternoon! i heard its like damn difficult..everyone starts discussing what to eat during our 2 hours break! immediately we decided to go mensa and eat from the salad bar.. yeah! had early break and found seats for the whole class..again, of cos headed for cabonara and mushroom soup=) missed it so much..

bought gerald down to office at 7pm..i had aaron to share the whole business plan with him..he wasnt a risk taker and he was so afraid of talking to us.. his voice was trembling. feeling scared inside him.. but because of his situation i really hope he could see the potential in it.. and hope he could change for the better and learn alot of things from here..

sch reopens!

2006-06-26T13:20:00.000+08:00

school reopens tmr.. and now its time to start thinking of what to wear to school again!!! haahas!!thinking of doing WRTORAL, its like so sian lol!!!!!

must watch england vs ecuador today at 11pm channel 27=)

javis bday

2006-06-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

happy birthday jarvis!

yummy rite? because of this cake i almost get myself lost in the east area, marina parade rd! i was advice to take bus 16 instead of cabbing so i took 16. and kavin told me that i will see parkway parade and den alight. but i missed the stop and the bus went looped! so i decided to ask the bus driver. and he told me that the stop had passed already and he say he will tell me again when he reaches the bus stop cos bus 16 took a loop route. so i was lucky la. den i must buy a cake for jarvis.. looks yummy? of cos! my favouritez cake!=) when i reach east coast it was 1015. i remembered i left dhoby ghaut at 8.15pm! oh man! it took me 2 hrs to find my way here! its damn far.. something funny happened! wan kian and melissa is planning something TRADITIONAL things to make jarvis! and the traditional way of cos is to put cream on his face la..wan kian eventually missed throwing the plate of cream on jarvis's face and it flew towards mark! it was damn funny! den melissa try grabbing jarvis and wan kian trys to attack him again. this time jarvis trys to run away and with a few steps back...
BOMB!
he fell into the tent where there's someone sleeping in it. and the uncle was damn shock and he was like "oei"..we even saw there's cream at the corner of the uncle's mouth..everyone saw it and started laughing but we think that the uncle didnt know.. den jarvis told us that HIS PIECE OF CAKE DROPPED INSIDE THE TENT AND THE 4 BIG GRAPES! whahahahaha=) everyone started laughing louder and non-stop..after that we quickly pack up and run away..damn funny la..but at least jarvis created his own 18th yr old birthday memory! whahaha

30hrs street netball

2006-06-19T11:34:00.000+08:00

cool rite? it was done by using spray! so cool!

this is where we put our bags and rest area.

the mini court where we play our game!

it was really tiring man! the waiting hours is longer than the playing hours. its like u play one game 15 mins and u have to wait for 3 hours like that to start the next game! we went shopping and had lunch and dinner together. we did spent lots of money! hahas. xiaoxuan came this morning just to pass us the white jersey and support us for awhile. den came lixiang, bought us bubble tea!!!! i heard liling say kim came. after that is yingqi den dawn and grace. then lee cheng with a packet of WASABI GREEN PEAS. how nice of her! then jean with her TAO HUAY AND YU TIAO .. lastly is pearline with MILO PENG! nike has so wonderful and nice people!!!! yeah NIKE!

30-hour Street Netball Marathon- dez - [20-06-2006]...............Hi everyone.. On behalf of the girls who played the gruelling 30Hr Street Netball Challenge over the weekend, I wanna thank all those who took the time out to come down to Plaza Singapura to support us. Thanks for cheering us on, thanks for all the yummy snack and drinks you brought to tide us thru the 30hrs. It was very much appreciated!
It was really a combined effort from both Sphere and Shox to come out on top in the end. Altho, battered and bruise, and disgustingly stinky I think we all did play really well and worked really hard. So to celebrate, we are going to go for dinner together in place of training.
And to all those who came to support and the rest of Nike Club, please do come and join us for some female bonding haha.. Date: Wed 21 June Time: 7.30pm Venue: Marche's Suntec

hurray!

HAPPY FATHERS' dAY!
had a fathers' day dinner at defu lane! the crab was superb! yummy

160606

2006-06-16T18:20:00.000+08:00

today its our favouritez day!
why?
because its my favouritez number <16> combined with wei zhang's favouritez number <06>
and we are supposed to do our favouritez things today! all in one!
like wearing our favourtiez clothes, play our favouritez games, eat our favouritez food and drinks!
just like playing pool! he's really good in this man.
best to 5=)
i actually wanted to buy this to continue our collection of the precious
thots and i found this very meaningful and it holds memories!
and piggybacking me is my favouritez things done by you!
so i really wanted to buy but will u accept this as our next collection?
if u accept then i will buy it immediately!
its not cheap k? it cost $75 bucks lol..

and i bought a tatty bear <>
hope u like it! happy favouritez day! -16.06.06

useless!

2006-06-14T13:36:00.000+08:00

we had a self trgs at temasek poly at 630. but me and jod went to gym first and then headed to trgs at 7pm. thought they would have already started their runs so that we dun have to run but when we went there, they haven start yet! oh man! we should have stayed longer in the gym but i felt it was quite useless cos we didnt really noe which machine to use for what purposes u see! what a day for trgs! so much flies man! it irritates me to the max! and i promise i will never go self trg in tp again cos its useless!! everyone is so slack including me cos nobody was serious at all! so theres always a must for a coach to be present in the trg! den it will be worth working for.

yeah! holideas(:

2006-06-13T14:46:00.000+08:00

yeah its 2 weeks holidays! thinking of how to spend these days! spend it with the love ones? friends? go office? trainings? hmmm... BORED!

game with nike air today!
it was quite a fun n friendly game! i was very tired cos i played full quards! but i was happy cos ive slowly moved to be a more visible person where im put into the main line up! but i noe i still have more skills to improve on myself! kim said i did something awesome today on the court. she said about the RUNNING IN AND OUT thingy. nobody saw that and dun really noe what kim is exactly talking about neither do i noe it myself. hahas!

spent 2k within 2hrs!

2006-06-11T14:29:00.000+08:00

mummy bought a yves saint lauren black classic bag for $800 bucks! at paragon..
den she bought me my n80.. yeah=) im so happy!! my n80 is born!

den we went to eat swensen..

BFish Baked RiceGrilled fish fillets in white sauce baked over savory rice.

Seafood Tomato ChowderShrimps, fish fillets and clams in tomato cream
soup served in a breadbowl.

Breaded Chicken MeuniereGolden-fried marinated chicken cutlet served
with U.S. fries & coleslaw.

Frosted Chocolate Malt Frosted Chocolate Malt ice cream with marshmallow
topping, hot fudge & chocolate balls.

then after that we went to taka... mummy bought another bag again! this time she bought
louis vuitton bag! which cost her $1370.. here we spend 2K already.. omg!

maths term test

2006-06-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

FREAK!
i had lots of careless mistakes man!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

met jodene and head to kallang for a match against the stronger adidas team.we didnt really warmed up cos many of us were quite late! and jia min wasnt here today. she's away! so we only have 8 players. the first combination was the usual one and me the time keeper. i only played the second half of the game. here i start to get stressed again. lee cheng would come and tell me to jia you and be more visible. serene will tell me to be strong and just play my game. desiree would tell me to be strong and she will always ask me am i ready to go on court. den jane will tell me to drive all the way! i felt everyone was putting stress on me man! damn scary! in the end though we lost but we lost with dignity. cos we manage to keep the score differences lesser then the other adidas team which is less stronger and make them more ashame of themselves!!! heehee=) im happy with my performance also cos kim said I PLAYED WELL:) and we will put me to play more often in the next few games! i was happy!!!! SMILEZ=) but i was very very tired!!!!

end term performance at HARK MUSIC and nice buffet

2006-06-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

omg! im trembling...
today people are going to play and sing in the stages...
there are vocals, pianist and guitarist..
all of them are damn cool la..
my piano classmates they took 3 months to learn their pieces but i took only one month cos i skip classes as in i just joined only ma.
aiyo..damn scary..
at first was kavin.. he played the same song as me. GUANG HUAI FANG SHI.
he also fumbled and make mistakes..
i was more scared after that ..
cos i noe im going to make more mistakes den him because i didnt practice at all man!
in the end only dingguo who didnt make mistakes..
im teh special last one.
why? because brendon didnt perform maybe he didnt want cos he didnt attend all the lessons ba.he requested me to play and he sings. so i think thats quite a good idea la. so i agreed.
in the end it was quite screwed up! cos i didnt played correctly and i have to accomodate him too. which i found it was so damn difficult man. now i realised i shouldn "act clever"
hahas!! but nice experience la.

at nite i was invited by wei zhang to his working place called the PS CAFE.
at nite the scenery was nice.. quite european style.. damn stylish! and i saw the ps cafe BOSS
too.. and the GAYS n LESBIANS working there.. oh damn.. but hanging ard with the people, they actually quite funny and sociable too. and they are super chiongsters!!! the stuffs there are quite youngster type de..glad that wei zhang is having fun working there! but too bad they dun bias on gers cos the boss.... oops! cannot reveal too much! heehee=)
had buffet and their food was wonderful man! i heard that the boss earns lots of money. like more than 10KS IN A DAY! can u believe it?
its true! oh man! and many star actresses and actors go there and chill out! so cool rite?
but their food is damn expensive de.. and the menu is very weird de. damn weird!
but i had funs there dat nite=)
*thanks for bringing me there!

memorizing those days man

2006-06-01T16:19:00.000+08:00

today is uniform day man. all of us look so funnie in secondary school uniform. firstly im so glad that all were so enthu to be in their secondary school uniform. cos wearing the secondary school uniform to school is so damn funnie and attracting attention. why? cos when ppl sees u in school uniform they will be wondering what school is this and why are we in uniform walking ard in temasek poly. so we became the attention span of all. especially xue jing wearing in her coral sec uniform. she look damn cute la. she's super cute lol. so damn funnie and when she wore her thick black specs. oh my god i jus couldnt stop laughing at her. my class ppl almost got into fight with the super typical ah lian in our course who is the malay. she damn what la. she's a freak! damn freak la. basket man! she said: [ did i see wrongly or am i dreaming anod? why got secondary school students in our class. they retain or what izzit] wah. she purposely say it behind our back lol. damn hot man.

btw i brought mark up to the office today too. went for dinner and went up to the office. introduction of the company and was waiting for tim in the office but tim turn up to be busy with his own propect. so we end up listening to max mok's talk at level 2. i can say it was pretty enriching , fun and interesting la. and best is mark enjoy the whole talk which is in chinese man. cool! so mark will be coming again tmr to listen the whole con-plan by wen cong la. hope its positive.

super depressed and pissed off with myself

2006-05-31T15:45:00.000+08:00

im freaking pissed off ytr cos of my performance.
during the team ball drills, i didnt manage to grab all the balls. its like simply 3 out of 10. den i tried to take it hard. when on court to play as WA. In the end i knew i will be called out off court cos i didnt manage to convert the ball even to the semi circle. i think not even near there la.And im not sure whether izzit my runs or jinyu's throw. cos even when i didnt run, jinyu starts shouting at me n expect me to catch that ball that she had just thrown in the air. im really stuck today. I was damn pissed out with myself. i knew its my personal mistakes. hai.

back to L.O.V.E

2006-05-31T12:32:00.000+08:00

Don't want diamonds don't want gold
Don't want fashion don't wanna be cool
Don't wanna hustle just to get thru
When it all comes down babe
All I want is you
Don't wanna argue don't wanna fight
Don't want no politics babe all thru the night
I told ya before - gonna tell ya once more
For the last time baby open up your door
All I want is you all I want is you
Not any old girl will do
All I want is you
If ya don't need love ya gotta be nuts
The heaviest metal always rusts
Just you and me babe hangin' tough
It's gotta be it's gotta be it's gotta be love or bust
Don't need a doctor don't need a nurse
Don't need a prescription babe
Only make me feel worse
Don't need a license don't need insurance
Don't need a ticket where we're goin' babe
You got my assurance yaI told ya before - gonna tell ya once more
For the last time baby open up your door

bad day today in terms of everything

2006-05-29T16:43:00.000+08:00

wow..
this morning i couldn wake up cos i slept late last nite watching the anime..
so i skipped 2 lectures today( CADS n MATH )..
den i had lunch with my classmates at the TECHNO COFFEE SHOP..
i was wondering at first why izzit called techno coffee shop..
when i reach ther den i noe why..
cos ther is this ( cai fan tian ) who plays techno like from shop opens till shop closes..
where the whole coffee shop can hear the techno songs lol..
which i felt it is irritating..
where the hell got ppl listening techno for 24 hrs n 365 days?
like karloh!
after eating we were about to head back to school..
on our way back we saw playground..
n some were stuck ther..
in the end everyone who went for the lunch joined in the fun..
Gilda started as the catcher n we were playing catching..
this game like ive been stop playing since i was in secondary 1 la..
but its fun though..
playing among youngsters..
which really brings back alot of young days memories..
which was cool i felt..
OMG!
i had CADS assignment today n i nearly fumbled..
cos i actually reaching the last part of the assignment but the teacher kept pushing the time limit
which i tried to calm myself down n do properly den done with everything wrong..
so jus nice at the very last min i manage to COMPLETE everything which i felt is not enough..
i dun like to finish things in last min..
i want to be faster then ppl..
i realise ive been too careful on the dimensions n i dont really noe how to use the shortcuts..
maybe i should backup n ask for ppl's help in revising it..
it was really very gan jiong lol..
dammit!!!
rush down for game with ADIDAS FORCE today..
we lost by the score of 53-21..
this shows the individually theres alot of things that we have to learn n to combined our forces..
i still must conquer the defence when i got the ball cos of my height..
theres still many for me to learn..
*jia YOU!!

i noe u are super down..
im actually quite stuck n i dun like the feeling..
stuck as in i cant really console ppl well..
how to communicate with ppl in society next time?
when i cant even console nor communicate with my loved ones..
the society is really bad..
it can make u dift away easily n get stuck..
when ppl stuck..
problems tend to come in n many ppl tend to get down..
i hope i could train up to be a person with knowlege that i can console n counsel ppl..
from negatively to positively..
to others they may find it easy..
but to me is a challenge which i wanna try..
i love challenges in life cos it can help u to change into a better person n u will FEEL GREAT!
* hope u r feeling better after waking up next morning..
u r not useless, true!
dont ever tell me its not worth it..
fight for success even its the most impossible way..
i believe as long as u believe it can be done..
i believe it can be done also..
n i will always support u..
* JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

REST WELL..
TAKE CARE!

new cover fo my laptop

2006-05-28T16:45:00.000+08:00

this morning i try plugging out the usb cable from the adapter but i jus couldn plug out...no matter what ways i jus couldn plug it out..den i brought it out wanted to change it..den i decided to try again i manage to plug out alr..now i think its bcos morning jus woke up so i dint have the strength to plug it out..dammit! den i carried like everything to town ( my laptop, ipod n creative) when i reach lucky plaza.. the uncle told me to bring it to IMM for repairation cos they dun help to repair..from wheelock walked to paragon to buy the red 17 inch laptop bag.. lucky ytr i didnt buy the 15 inch one.. if not i will waste $ 70 bucks lol..hahas.. today i also win pool to wei zhang lol...but firstly i lost to him badly like 4-2.. den after that we play again at the so call BETTER N LOOKS BIGGER TABLE...yeah! i won lol.. so surprise i won ba..at first is 3-1 i win lol.. den he cheater bug de lol.. he wanted to raise to 5.. i also bo bian must say okay..WHAHAHAH.. but i still win man.. SURPRISE!!!! 5-4.. it was damn freakin close lol.. but i was tai ko also la.. heehee=0

took 147 back

had dinner at 24 coffee shop..had a short chat n he send me home in CAB..
the uncle must be abit stun!

my new baby born.

2006-05-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

i meet sze loong today to buy my cramper bag at wheelock..
in the end we went to see apple ipod!!!
hahas..to my predict.. it really has sales discount of 10% man..
usual price is $548. discounted price is $514 plus FREE APDATER...
so i couldnt resist anymore n i decided to buy the new one...
yeah.. im so happy man... thats my new baby..!!!! one day old=)

then we went to eat NYDC outside heeren n we saw dennis n his frens..
later when we were about to finish, we called for bill.. the most embarrassing thing is sze loong forgot to bring money n i didnt have enough money with me so i had to like walk out to withdraw.. so damn embarrassing lol.. actually it was not so... its when sze loong taking out his money n realise he forgot to bring money out n shouted freakin out " OH I WANG JI TAI QIAN" wah.. that was really embarrassing lol.. think the captain who serves us like abit worried n not happy with us.. dunno why.. hahas=)

den we still went to play pool at cineleisure n we met darren , his sister n her bf..
after that we ran to catch the last train..the damn thing is im wearing heals lol..n im running in a maraton like that lol..

max's talk

2006-05-25T16:06:00.000+08:00

today i wore formal to office because ther's a talk by mr max from other company.. heard from maynard that he is joining our company..i dunno why im feeling so excited today..think is because that im going to wear formal to office today.. hahas.. u must be thinking that im crazy rite? whahaha...hmmm so tired today...shall end my blog den..

*nite nite!

secret weapon!!!

2006-05-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

temasek poly.........
+ther's a 2nd selection today but thurn out to be a training...
but lucky the trg quite fun la..starting COACH VIVIAN turns out to be so fierce lol..
she looked so scary lol..
we do repeated drills n catching which is the most fun for today's trg!
she's like ms ng lol..
sometimes super fierce, sometimes super nice, kept smiling n stuff..
i can tell u that's a more scary coach lol...

nike trg at 9.15.......
+seriously it was so much more fun than tp trg..
jodine was so funnie today..
was surprise peishan was here for trg today...
shit! i turn out to be another joker..
i caught the ball at the base line.. almost going out of court.. my leg was like crossed n lucky i
manage to balance n i SHOOT IN !!!! (yeah!!! *clap x3)
kim was so funnie.. she said we had secret weapon!!! whahaha...
GUESS WHO IS SHE!

Tampinese pastamania sux man!

2006-05-24T11:09:00.000+08:00

i went to eat pastamania with two of my classmates...
n of cos as usual i ordered CREAMY CHICKEN !!!!
n its super salty man.. ive never taste such saltish creamy chicken.. n my fren's carbonara's cream is like simply pour from the mushroom soup man.. super nan chi lol... lesson learnt.. not to eat ther again..

tmr's ther's 2nd selection in my school again..hmmm dunno how izzit like man..hope miss vivian will let us go off early so we could go off for ZOOMIES trg later... so excited cos the national league is starting soon..most importantly i hope that i would be able to play!!!!

*jia you!

not feeling well!

2006-05-22T15:54:00.000+08:00

oh no..
im not feeling well..
have been feeling so tired through out the whole day..
lucky today tp trg cancelled! all thanks to the rain! THANKS RAINY=0
den went to my cousins house to helped deon do his homework (zhao ju)..
wah.. ive got lots of chinese words which i dunno how to write man...i even have to use my handphone to check those words! OMG! im poor at chinese too..
im so worried for both my cousins..DEON n SHAWN..
both their foundation not even a pri 2 standard...n deon having PSLE this year n many many things he still dunno how to write, pronouce n how to spell...
its really terrible...
how should i help them to learn?

office gathering- the davinci code

2006-05-21T15:24:00.000+08:00

THE DA VINCI CODE
Rating: NC-16 Consumer Advice: Mature Content Language: English / French Genre: Drama / Mystery / ThrillerDirector: Ron HowardCast: Tom Hanks, Audrey Tautou, Ian McKellen, Alfred Molina
While in Paris on business, Harvard symbologist Robert Langdon ('Tom Hanks') receives an urgent late-night phone call: the elderly curator of the Louvre has been murdered inside the museum. Near the body, police have found a baffling cipher. Solving the enigmatic riddle, Langdon is stunned to discover it leads to a trail of clues hidden in the works of Da Vinci.

the show is really a myth..it was quite boring though but abit thrilling only...after watching do u believe what the author says?

it might be YOU! noe what i mean?

nike trg

2006-05-21T04:07:00.000+08:00

ive broke the record man..
im the only one n the first one who does the staircase drill n fall off from the stairs..
cos we did the stairs at the stadium stairs n its is freaking long for the trend of the steps so while i was doing the DOUBLE LEG HOP TRIPLE STEPS.. i used lots of strength on my legs to elevate myself up but at the third time when i got up i stepped on the edge of the stairs n i couldn balance myself.. so i fell n rolled down a few stairs.. its was so embarrassing lol..
so got alot of ppl looking at me lol...
den my hands got injured n my butt too...
SO PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lesson learnt

2006-05-19T16:25:00.000+08:00

it wasn fine after words went into my ears..
sometimes i really felt im really lost..
but i really wish to learn alot of things..
but i felt ive been stopped to achieve success..not totally i can say..

manage to breakthrough the thought..
now im still freakin young..
i noe that wei zhang still cares alot for me n i can feel the love in him..
i love him too double than how much he loved me..
but i realise ive my own dreams too..
like wei zhang..
he wans to earn millions of money before 30yrs old?
dats his wish..
n bcos of that he has no time for me so we couldn accommodate n couldn be together..
but im glad that we didnt actually give up..
n were trying hard to get the feelings back..
sometimes im really afraid that u might lose feelings for me but i think i shouldn be thinking anymore.. the more i think the more it will get worst..

i really wanna thanks maynard who wishes to train me personally to become mature n independent girl in my young age.
teaching me all the stuffs that he noes n pass the knowleage so as i could be a approachable person to help others...

because i cant have a stable relationship.. n i dun trust true love anymore..
the more this added to it..
the more stress i would obtained..
there is period of happy promises that wei zhang made: like he loves my family n promise to take care of everything..
but now maybe we are still young at our age.. even wei zhang.. he's still young in the society..
but now its nothing already..
n what happens?
its still my responsibility to handle my own family..
cos my mother n grandparents only have me to look after..
so in the end i must still work hard to earn alot of money..
even i have a bf that is willing to support my family when im successful.. at least i have money to do whatever i want jus like travelling n shopping!!!

so now at my young age i see money is so important already..
i noe its really hard to earn so much money..
i might even give up cos the road to success is never a easy way..
there's sure to be thousands n even millions of rejections in life but once determined what i wan i really hope to endure n achieved..
of cos this i may not be able to do it myself..
i noe i have maynard to lead n help me through but i really felt that wei zhang could still support me , help me, even work together to achieve it..
other than maynard, u r the only person that i look upon to..
so i hope u could start thinking positively in me going to office n i really hope we go together n work together...

here i wish my success n i wish your success in your goals n dreams too...
*JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!*

nike trg

2006-05-18T15:05:00.000+08:00

today i went for the tp 1st trg..
yeah! miss vivan is not here man..
so can slack !
the first part was okie..
how to say? like quite fun la...
doing all the intro stuff like catching..
but i missed seeing the pretty watery eyes ger today..
she wasnt here man...
freak!

den took cab down to kallang for training!
ran two runs n do staircase was so tiring!!!

now i must tell myself dat
..i MUST NOT HOLD THE BALL too long!
..TURN FAST N SWING IT IN...

* im actually quite glad that he eventually asked me for dinner..
but i cant make it..
so sad!
but never mind.. there's always time to meet again rite?
im sure!

should i?

2006-05-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

arhggggggggg.........
im not sure whether i should buy ipod video..
cos its quite expensive but its worth buying...
den its comes to the colour i wanna buy...
i dunno izzit black nicer or white...
alamak!
den rite is 30gb more than enough or add like $200 for another 30 gb...
im just so stuck man!
now when buying things i must think real through first..
if not man.. in the end i'll be the one que ben de...
so i need's ppl comments n opinion man!!!
there's so many things i wanna purchase..
.n80
.ipod video
.exslim camera
.cramper laptop cover
.new shoe+ track shoe

it all cost me money man!

communication

2006-05-17T12:19:00.000+08:00

i felt that our communication has been improved n its getting better between each other..
i dunno if u agree with me but i really felt so..
how about u?

worried!

2006-05-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

this morning i actually had a fright..
after hearing from sebas that wz went to see doc..
n eventually bcos of wearing contact lens for too long he had infection..
n maybe had to go through operation..
after hearing it im so worried n immmediately called him..
he told he is alrite but still abit pain..
only the results is out tmr..
i prayed hard that his eyes would be okay..
no need operate n stuffs..
maybe jus by cleaning it..

today i went for the juniors trg..
running spokes today n almost died..
i think ive slacken on my running n my stamina is gettin worse alr..

but im glad that kim has started to spot my weakness n my strong point also..
n she in deed encourage me n say those stuff like WELL DONE GRALA..
n stuffs..
it really boost my morale n confidence...
ive set my target..
to train hard n be able to play in the NSL next year n i could beat my competitors too..

mission impossible 3

2006-05-13T17:06:00.000+08:00

im really glad to be able to watch mi3 with wz at shaw tower...
ive never been ther n now den i realise the cinema is damn big man...
wow! n ther's couple seats too..
so cool!
its like so sweet but the normal seat would be abit too squeezy!!!!!!!!

talk about diving n shared jokes with each other..
fetch wz's mother to airport cos she's travelling overseas i forgot where alr.. oops!
taking the china airline!!!
rmb to type
WWW.TRINGCHICKCHICKCHICKPONG.COm
whahaha=)

if ppl wanna knock u bcos of ya lame joke rmb to look for ikan billis..
can borrow helmet! heehee..
when ya lost can contact hei zhen zhu=)

kK..
take care of ya eyes!
try not to rub anymore..
i will get u a eye mo tmr...
even if u dun need it jus put it in case!
nite!

*wonderful nite

red's day!

2006-05-12T16:24:00.000+08:00

yeah.. today my whole class wear red today! so cool man
we attracted alot of attention from other ppl cos we look striking..

today nothing much..
jus listening to mushytach daddy's story telling!
like what a superman !

yeah! its a public holiday tmr!
will he be free for mi3?

nike vs arowanas (bangkok)

2006-05-11T15:19:00.000+08:00

hmm played with arowanas players today..
they are all damn tall la..
but im freaking no mood today..
for some purpose!

but we won by the score of 43-42!

tp netball

2006-05-09T13:22:00.000+08:00

i had trials today..
actually i was feeling excited at first but after i went for the trials, im totally lost.
lost as in im not use to the play...
bcos im playing with ppl who dun really noe netball but its cool dat they have the passion in netball..

but im quite sad is that school is the piority..
bcos i cant go for nike trgs..
i cant play year end league but im interested in playing IVP too..
oh no! im lost!

lonely at home.

2006-05-08T14:51:00.000+08:00

i really miss my ah gong...
everyday so lonely at home..
mummy also everyday majong!
hai...

even now my air con is playing a fool out of me..
my air con keeps leaking n even spoils my desktop now...
if my ah gong is in singapore, he would solve it n not let me worry..
but now i still have to wait for other week for him to come back..
i dunno what to do.. neither do my mum noes..

to weizhang,
u asked me to think properly what kind of guys i wan?
let me tell u k? i dun wan to expect what kind of guys i wan..i jus wan a guy who loves me..dats all! i dun need dat guy to be with me 24hr..n now i would choose to have a guy that loves me more than i loves him more..cos if not in the end i get hurt the most!
u said ther might be chances for us to be together, all i can say is ur decision now...im glad that ur thinking is that u wanna have a stable career first den u may have r/s...
is all up to ur decisions now whether u wanna make it again or not..
but i gonna tell u this now,
that what ive plan to do is to concentrate on netball..
dats where i wanna improve on myself...
n dats the area where no guys exist!
my challenges is to be successful....to learn new things from maynard too..but i think with ur accompanance den i will be ther...

im lost!

2006-05-07T13:05:00.000+08:00

i really dunno what to do alr.
as a fren asking to watch movie also so difficult....
i wan to keep myself occupied to prevent myself from thinking so much...

n now he is starting to hate me alr..
what can i say now?
trying to act to be strong infront of others?
i almost cant hang on anymore...
im goin to challenge myself..
i wanna learn how to communicate with people n the world..
i wanna look into the world n learn more things...
without love now i wan to be a successful person..

inferior

2006-05-03T02:54:00.000+08:00

haix...i noe i nw r damn selfish...u might sae i nv tot of u...but if we 2gather nw problems will come in...n tats when i will tink i'm selfish...cause i wan u to be wif mi..but suffer at the same time...

another thing is tat dunno y nw whenever i wif u i feel inferior..no matter where we go i will look around seeing whether anyone looking at us anot..or anybody toking abt us...i feel tat there's always alot of guys looking or wanting to noe u...n oso u always like to tell mi tis guy or tat guy wans to noe u or tok to u all tis...i dunno u noe anot..i dun like gals especially my gf tell mi all tis..cause i tink tis show tat u r quite self centered...look upon urself...nt a humble gal tat i'm looking for...dun try to tell mi u wanna change tis for mi...tis is ur personality..

haix..after saying so much..still onli one word to describe how i feel... INFERIOR

jus one chance?

2006-05-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

i hope u can give me a chance n give urself another chance ?

is ther really no chances?

2006-05-01T15:45:00.000+08:00

trufully im afraid of losing u...
im so afraid u might lose interest in me when days passes by...
i understand now u wanna earn as much as u can if not u wouldn work so hard for it..
but i felt u are doing it for ur own good n u didnt thought of what i would feel?

u noe i jus couldnt get u out of my mind at any moment..
sometimes i feel like calling u but i will always think twice should i call?
im so afraid i might disturb u..

u say u wanna earn alot of money as in a plan for future..
cant u be more selfish to have both r/s n future?
m i really disrubting u or stopping u from succeeding?
if its really u tell me k?
den from now on i will stop calling u...
if not i will continue to get my r/s back..
i hope u could also consider my feelings n be understanding to me..
i really cant go on without u......
can u pls think twice again?
dun u think of me ?

u keep telling me to find better guys but i tell u im really not interested anymore..
guys out ther who wans my no. i also didnt even give...
and when u called me as a fren im really down to nowhere...
i really dunno how to react to it..
im stuck!!

if not u tell me what should i do?
unless u tell me u dun love me anymore..
if not what should i do?
u have any better idea?
is frens forever the best solutions?
dont u need love?

i wish i could

2006-05-01T15:29:00.000+08:00

hmm...i'm glad tat ur back is getting better...haix...i realli hope tat u can put mi down aside n move on...i dun wish u to wait for mi u noe...cause i cant giv u assurance..unless i noe how my future is..but i'm still moulding to tat..n i dunno how long i need...all i noe is i wan to concentrate on learning new things n earn money as young as possible...

2dae i jus read an article...alot sae money r nt impt than r/s...but its all bullshit...jus like asking u to choose between ur leg n ur arm...both r impt i can sae....however..if nw i dun hav the right foundation..i will lose both in the end..

i realli hope in the mean time if someone better comes into ur life..u can always move on...its my lost tat i giv up on u...u r realli a gd n nice gf...in fact the best i ever had in my 21 years...u once giv mi memories tat i will nv forget...

rmb wat i always said? i wan to see u happy...anytime n anywhere...its my wish nw... n tats enuf...

can we start a new beginning?

2006-04-30T13:56:00.000+08:00

i really hope we could start a new beginning.
when i see ur phone ytr, my pic in ya wallpaper was change, i was very sad..
the whole journey from toapayoh until ard amk ard i cried while ya sleeping..
and i need someones shoulder to lie on..
my mind wanted to lie on urs but i kept insisted.
i dunno why im so afraid i might be rejected..
cos now to u our relationship is jus frens...
u noe how i feel?
but after when u came to my house,
im really glad u accompany me..
n helped me to massage my back..
it really gives me some assurance n worth waiting for u..
can we start over again.?
arent i more understanding now?
can we?

what a sad ending.

2006-04-19T11:16:00.000+08:00

here i end it personally...
before its too late i hope i could say out all the words n feelings in this blog...
so i could dump it in here n my heart too, my broken heart!

we decided to end our r/s. today!
i can say in the past i jus wan to have fun..
i jus wan to enjoy life..
when i was with darren we never quarrelled b4..
cos we only having fun n not love!
at first i dun agree with u n i kept stressing u tat u dun make me feel stress n tired. if not i wont wan to be with u..

but in this r/s we r not having any fun at all..
at first i really felt very stress n tired bcos tats the first time im in such a different r/s..
i felt weird at first..
im still worried we might not last long...
but i still really wanna thank u bcos u never broke ya promises to give me a really sweet n touching n memorable 17th birthday..
though im not sure will we be together again but i hope u can celebrate my 18th birthday too..
i jus wan to be with u on tat day.
hope u can promise me..
even if u r attached i still hope u can appear on that day..im askin for tat day only!
can?

i can tell u trufully..
im in a true relationship!
many ppl says that true relationship wont last bcos both parties would leave each other..cos they tot that this is the best solutions for the both parties n they always tot that tis would make e other party live more happy..
i also dun believe its true , but unfortunately it happens to me!
though i still dun believe its true but i still have to let go..
cos all the evidence have enough to ask me to let go..
i really have no choice..
no choice k! not i wan!
u should noe how much i love u..
u should noe how much i wan to be with u..
u should noe..i bet u noe but i really have no choice!!!
like u say i cant be selfish jus wan to be with u n kept u by my side since im making u so stress up!

r/s will have sweet n bitterness..
n i tasted both!
even when u r in tekong i still felt so sweet cos ur msges to me is always tat loving..
u will call me everyday n every morning u will msg me what u will be doing tat day..
but now?
i taste the bitterness...
i do complain!
but not saying it to u personally!
like u say i show u attitude when im not happy with u..
after that i tried to change myself!
why am i changing?
why must i change into the other kind of me?
is bcos of u my dearie!
is bcos of u!
i really dun wish to part with u not even a sec!
but why izzit happening to me!
im so afraid now!
u noe why?
im afraid i might follow my family line!
im afraid i might never find true love anymore!
i dun wan to live alone in the future!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i will cherish my first true love n tats u my chaokeaidebaobei!
i will not wan to be like my grandparents nor my mother!
i will never give up!
im willing to wait after ur army finishes!
until u have time for true r/s!
cos i only love u..love u.love u.love u.love u.loveu!
n no one else! trust me!
unless u tell me u dun wanna be with me then i backout!
if not i will keep on waiting!

take care!
Grala

this msg is made for my baobei

2006-04-18T14:13:00.000+08:00

im worried!

thats ya final decision? u sure?

2006-04-17T14:02:00.000+08:00

i cried in his arms...
asking what am i suppose to do?
what should i do to keep this relationship?

i jus couldn hold my own tears when i see u...
cos u've truely hurt me last nite..
in fact i did drink alot that day..
n i was having fever now!
feelin dizzy n heavy..
i don ask u to be by my side to take care of me......
i jus wan u to be happy n dun have to worry too..
i also hope both of us to be happy..
i hope the decision u make will be the best solution for the both of us...

think im going to miss u lots cos i think i may not get to see u so often lerr...
perhaps once in 2 weeks time..
this we may not noe..
but whatever decision u make,
i still wanna say i love u lots...
my heart flows with u all the time.
nite=)